I finished up my last exam yesterday and I can't believe it! Those around me were so excited to be done. I expected to feel that way but honestly it was a bitter sweet moment. Yes, I was glad that there were no more tests to take, but I was sad that the semester was over. I really enjoyed all of my courses this Spring and feel a little torn because I only have 2 semesters left. The last 2 years have completely flown by.
This time 2 years ago I had recently graduated from Clemson and was about to spend a summer in Hilton Head with my church, Crosspoint. I had no idea what was ahead after the summer but I knew that God was leading me to Wake Forest, NC. He has been so gracious. He's provided an amazing group of friends that have helped to sanctify me in ways I desperately needed. He's used them to bring such joy to my life and tear down strong holds that had been there for years. He's given me a church that cares deeply for its people, discipleship and challenging their people to actively participate in the GC. He moved us (Kara, Megan, Courtney and I) into our little white house and put us next to a precious family. He sent me to Central Asia (gah!) and this summer I'm going to East Asia (double gah!). Also this summer, I have the honor of being in 3 weddings; Courtney Quick, Meredith Reock & Meredyth McGrew!
It is so easy to feel overwhelmed and anxious. I can tend to be a "planner." When I look toward the end of this upcoming year, I see ... well, nothing. I have no idea where God is leading or what He is doing. Is He going to allow me to stay here and teach? Will I teach overseas? Who will I go overseas with? Will I be alone? married? dating? Will I work in CP here in the states, perhaps among International populations? I can tend to throw myself into applications and options before ever going to the Word - and that is where I fall into dangerous territory. Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. Matthew 6:34
God is in control and He is good. It is so helpful for me to remind myself of all He has done, and PTL He hasn't changed. He's still as good as He was yesterday. So here I am today, reminding myself to just follow behind Him. I have no idea where He's headed but I know we're on the way. Waiting isn't passive, it's active obedience. But for You, O LORD, do I wait; it is You, O Lord my God, who will answer. Psalm 38:15
I love you all! This is going to be a summer of memories ... next weekend starts the (5 I think?) weddings that I'll be going to - 3 of which I'm in! WOO HOO! It will be such a joy to visit with friends and celebrate their special days with them! July will be crazy ... 1/2 of it I'll be around the world... please be praying for that!
Well... I hope that you have a WONDERFUL Thursday!
April
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