musings & memories

"It Must Be You" (Bart Millard)

2012-01-12T21:41:00.004-05:00

There has been quite a lot to process lately and this song has been an amazing encouragement. It is from my current favorite CD. The song is song by Bart Millard and is reflective of Moses' story. I hope it encourages you as well!

I’d like to look in the mirror, without hiding my eyes

I’d like to see what You see, why You think I’m qualified
To speak for You, O God, Most High

Who hides a baby in the reeds of a river, until he’s grown?
Gives him a stage and the strength to deliver his people home?
‘Cause I’m tongue tied, weak in the knees
Must be something You only see

If there’s anything good, anything that’s good in me
Well, it must be You, must be You
And if there’s any part of my shaking heart to see this journey through
It must be You; it must be You
Must be You; it must be You

Not gonna argue with fiery branches that speak my name
Not gonna start taking backward glances from where we came
‘Cause tomorrow’s holding our dreams, but today I’m here on my knees

If there’s anything good, anything that’s good in me
Well, it must be You, must be You
And if there’s any part of my shaking heart to see this journey through
It must be You; it must be You
Must be You; it must be You

O God of parting water; God of falling bread
If my words should falter, will You speak instead?
You must see something good, You must see something true
It must be You
It must be You...

If there’s any part of my shaking heart to see this journey through
It must be You; it must be You
Must be You; it must be You

I am resolved (Happy New Year!)

2012-01-01T14:08:00.004-05:00

Tomorrow I head back to Wake Forest. Work will start Tuesday and classes will begin on the 23rd. It has been such a special holiday. I've been able to see so many family members and spend such quality time with those that I love. I was blessed to spend time with my best friend from high school and her daughter, dear Clemson friends, sweet church friends who have poured into my life for over 20 years and of course, my parents. It has been a Charleston Christmas full of wonderful memories!

2012 is here. I can't believe it. It's hard to imagine what this year will hold. In May I'll walk across a stage in a cap and gown. It seems that life could go in so many directions. There are opportunities here and opportunities overseas. They are all good. I'm trying to patiently wait until God gives me the "go ahead" for the right one. I'm so thankful that this year started out on a Sunday. I can't imagine a better way to begin a year than being in church. Dad's sermon today was wonderful and so challenging. There is so much to think over and pray about.

I would like to share a hymn with you we sang today. This was my first time hearing it and it touched my heart. I can't help but think of resolutions today. There are so many things I know I need to work on. God is so good and so patient. I know that He's refining me and I'm so glad He never grows tired of that. But wherever we are in life, whether we are students, employed, married, single, widowed, mothers, fathers, grandparents - this song rings true. I hope it touches your heart like it did mine!

1. I am resolved no longer to linger,
Charmed by the world's delight;
Things that are higher, things that are nobler,
These have allured my sight.

2. I am resolved to go to the Saviour,
Leaving my sin and strife;
He is the true One, He is the just One,
He hath the words of life.

3. I am resolved to follow the Saviour,
Faithful and true each day;
Heed what He sayeth, do what He willeth, He is the living way.

4. I am resolved to enter the Kingdom,
Leaving the paths of sin;
Friends may oppose me, foes may beset me,
Still will I enter in.

Chorus:
I will hasten to Him,
Hasten so glad and free;
Jesus, Greatest, Highest,
I will come to Thee.

PS. I took this picture with my phone on Folly Thursday night at the FBC beach house :) It was such a joy to spend that time with the youth!

Christmas Traditions

2011-12-24T10:30:00.002-05:00

So... Merry Christmas Eve everyone :) Here is one of my favorite Christmas traditions... Dad's Strawberry Pie.

Click here to see the recipe I posted last summer!

Thankful Thursday ...

2011-12-16T12:02:00.004-05:00

Yes, I know... it's Friday. But yesterday I was wrapping up my semester and now I can truly say, "I AM THANKFUL!" Graduation is quickly approaching and I've been thinking back over my time at SEBTS. God has done so much and there are so many great things to be thankful for. Here are JUST a few...

incredible roommates that love me well and challenge me in my walk with the Lord...
a church that loves the Lord, me, discipleship, community and the world...
friends that have become family and people who have taken the time to poor their life into mine...
amazing celebrations ... weddings, parties, birthdays, showers, etc.
seeing God bring sweet couples together / the privilage of being a part of their special day ... Allison, Peg, Meredith, Meredyth, Courtney
the ability to witness God's plan and purpose in the lives of so many
forgiveness... healing... growth... change
a few adventures around the world :)
professors who teach not only with their knowledge but with their lives
the ability to see my church here in Raleigh connect with two other special fellowships (Crosspoint & Pinecrest) through various events & trips ... at times it felt like we were in Heaven and all the people I loved were together
2011 Clemson University football ... ACC champs (just had to say that!)
& currently... a time of rest and a sweet holiday with dear family members and old friends...

There is a lot more. I just have to wrap this up before my lunch break is over and my 2nd graders come running into the classroom. Yep, that is one more thing I am thankful for. The Lord has been so gracious to provide me with jobs that have been so much more than just income. There have always been children that have touched my life and warmed my heart. They are true gifts from above.

I'm also thankful for you :) Some of you dear friends are here in NC and some are in other places. But you all have touched my life and encouraged me. Please pray as graduation draws near. There are a few exciting opportunities that I am currently praying over. However, to be honest, it is a little overwhelming. There are some decisions that need to be made soon and I would appreciate your prayers for clarity, discernment, trust and obedience.

I love you all... April

Thankful Thursday...

2011-11-24T18:05:00.005-05:00

I think I'm going to start posting some of my "thankfuls" on Thursdays :) I've been thinking of a special place recently. I'm extremely thankful for the beautiful time we spent there and the wonderful lives God used to change me. What a true blessing it was so meet so many of my brothers and sisters from around the world. I hope to return one day. I found a few of my favorite pictures. Hope you enjoy!

Also, mom had us read Psalm 136 today before we prayed over the meal. I would definitely encourage you to take a moment and meditate on that beautiful chapter. Here are the first few verses...

Give thanks to the LORD, for He is good. His love endures forever.
Give thanks to the God of gods. His love endures forever.
Give thanks to the Lord of lords: His love endures forever.

My Clemson girls...

2011-11-19T09:14:00.006-05:00

My time in college was so sweet. Clemson was fun and exciting and God did so much. During my time there the Lord blessed me with some incredible friendships that have challenged me, encouraged me, pushed me and caused me to walk deeper with the Lord. In this past year, 3 of my sweet Clemson friends have gotten married and one is now a SOON-to-be mom. Anytime with these girls is a good time. These weddings and showers have been a sweet time to celebrate together and stay in each other's lives. Here are some of my favorite pictures...

Peg's wedding (last November)

At Meredith's engagement surprise/shower/wedding...

At Meredyth's wedding (this month)...

Who I am to You...

2011-11-19T08:20:00.004-05:00

Hello everyone :) I'm so sorry that blogging has fallen by the way side this semester. I hope to get on here soon and talk about how INCREDIBLY faithful God has been during this season. It has been quite busy around here. Working 40 hours a week while still attending grad school full time is definitely time demanding! However, I have been encouraged daily in the Lord's grace and sovereignty. He has truly made a way. It has been a semester full of life and laughter, sweet weddings, sweet babies, great ministry and wonderful, unexpected time with friends. And somehow in there school work has gotten done and responsibilities have been met. I've struggled with obsessing over assignments and my planner, but no matter how far in advance I plan, I am always reminded that it is God alone who makes it all possible. He plans my days and my path. And I've been encouraged to "not be anxious for tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself." (Matthew 6:34) He's working in me and reminding me to see His grace for TODAY and His sufficiency in the past. He has always provided. He has always shown up. Even though graduation is approaching and life is happening fast, I trust where He's leading me. I'm starting to become convinced that I may not know WHERE that will be until we get there, but that's enough for me. He knows. To be honest, that is a truth I have to consistently remind myself of, but I am glad that it is true.

Ok... my point for getting on here... I just wanted to encourage my dear friends. I woke up this morning with Jason Gray's song, "Remind me who I am," on my mind. If you have a moment, please listen to the song/lyrics. It will encourage you.

I also have been meditating on Psalm 19 and feel it will encourage you as well. It was a wonderful reminder of the evidence of God and His work in our lives. His law is perfect, restoring the soul. His testimony is sure, making the wise simple. There were so many beautiful phrases/words ... right, rejoicing the heart, pure, enlightening, clean, enduring forever, true, righteous, desirable. I needed that this morning. I was challenged by Davids request as well ... Who can discern his errors? Declare me innocent from hidden faults. Keep back your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me!

And of course, the beautiful ending ... Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Thy sight, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer.

Have a beautiful saturday. I hope that You see God today; in His creation, in His people, in the works of His hands and definitely in His word. Love you all.

中国 pt. 1 : the beginning

2011-08-03T08:47:00.005-04:00

The last few weeks have been incredibly full. We were so blessed and allowed to touch and see some of what God's doing around the world. Sometimes He asks you to plant seeds, sometimes to till and sometimes He allows you to see Him grow something SO SPECTACULAR only He can have the glory. I'm going to try and tell a few stories but I'm going to have to be careful. If I'm vague please feel free to call/email me (or maybe let's just go to lunch/brunch/coffee!) & I can be more specific! I hope these posts will give you evidence that prayer is necessary, powerful & useful.

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Explaining is difficult. Reliving life can sometimes be hard when you're confined to words. I can only pray that through these carefully edited posts my heart will be communicated. God worked through so many cultural barriers, language barriers, jet lag & definite spiritual strongholds. He also worked through me. Since I'm being honest, I have to admit that I almost didn't go.

During my time at Clemson, I felt something stirring in my heart for China. I remember having a boyfriend who expressed a desire to go & that got me thinking. I had never been to China & I didn't know many people who had. I began to read books & meet many friends from there on my campus. Something in my heart was stirring. It's been about 4-5 years since & there have been many times that I have questioned my prayers, motivation and emotions.

Why did I really want to go so badly? Was it because of my relationship? Was it just a small idea that I made into a big one? Did I over-spiritualize everything? Was it really from the Lord or simply from me? What made me want to study the language so much and was it a waste of time?

I questioned my heart, a lot. Several friends from that time would ask, "When are you going to China?" And now, the opportunity was here. But I just wanted to say no. I questioned if I was supposed to go on this trip. It just seemed like a step backwards because I had become interested in other locations, in different directions. I began to let China go but something (or Someone!) refused to let me.

However, I have so much more peace when I turn from my doubts to His faithfulness. My heart is sinful and deceitful. Who knows what started this interest BUT PRAISE THE LORD that He is so capable to using our wrongful emotions or sinful ways. He uses the bad and produces good. Just like the story of the woman at the well. I am so often reminded of the words from the men she took to meet with Jesus. They said, "It is no longer because of what you said that we believe, for we have heard for ourselves, and we know that this is indeed the Savior of the world." (John 4:42). Who knows why they went? Maybe they felt embarrassed that this man knew "all that [she] did" (verse 39) or maybe they thought He was some kind of fortune teller. Regardless, God used it. God changed their hearts.

So... God began to deal with me here. Then my YiaYia started to become worse physically. Many of you know the situation so I won't go into details but there were a lot of questions. I even began to pray about moving home to help. Also, we had some issues here in Wake Forest. There was simply a lot going on. I prayed a simple prayer one night that God would really show Himself. I prayed He would confirm that I was supposed to go. So, in the midst of local stress, school, a job that in no way could pay for a worldwide adventure, family troubles... He showed up. I decided to go ahead and start moving and just trust that He would either close the door or make it possible. I printed off letters but all of those letters are still in my room under my bed. He poured in $2400 in one month, without me sending out a single letter. He also took care of YiaYia (please ask if you don't the story - it's incredible), He's provided peace for other concerns, the job I had (and still have) continuued to provide and He even gave me another job I'll start in a month where I'll be working in the school systems again! YAY SPECIAL EDUCATION! So... basically I was foolish to EVER doubt Him.

I'm reminded of a verse that frequently crossed my mind in China. It's my father's favorite, Proverbs 3:5-6. Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make straight your paths. My mind is full of doubt and questions. My heart is deceitful. But His mind is much higher and knowledgeable. His ways are where my trust belongs and He is the maker of our paths.

So... no more trusting in my human reason. China never made sense to me but I completely understood once He got us there. He got us past customs, past 10 hours on a Beijing floor, past language issues and cultural barriers. He moved us from NC and used us to put Himself into the hearts of people that I should never (by the world's standards) be able to connect with. But not only is He gracious, forgiving and incredibly patient. He's in control and He's sufficient.

Around the world in 2 weeks :)

2011-07-31T23:35:00.003-04:00

I thought I'd post quickly while facebook works hard at posting some of my 4-500 photos. East Asia was amazing. I loved it. God moved. God changed us. God changed others. God ... well He did everything and worked in ways that only He can get glory for. I hope to send out emails with stories and post what I can on here but just know that I appreciate ALL of your encouragement and prayers. I believe they were answered. I am different because of what He has done. I cannot wait to share with you just a little of the things He has done and is doing and share some funny experiences (like having fried bees for dinner) but I simply want you to know that I am incredibly thankful for you.

Here are just a few things that I need prayer for:

*Tiredness/sickness/exhaustion/jetlag/food adjustment

-God worked through it but I've been really congested and sick for the last 2 weeks. He was amazing and faithful but now that I'm back, I'm a little nervous about going back to work, starting a new job and a new semester. Please pray for healing and that I would adjust to the 12 hour time difference. We also had trouble getting back (16ish hours pretty much turned into 3 1/2 days of travel due to weather issues, delays, cancellations and general cultural/language barriers). We haven't slept well (in weird hotels, in better hotels, in an airport, etc) and could really use your prayers as we adjust to the time different and the difficult past few days). Also, food is much different here. Please pray for our bodies as they readjust to American food!

*Communication with our new friends and our new "family members"

-Pray that I would not ignore my new friends and that I would be consistent in talking with them! Pray that we would also be an encouragement even though we are so far away!

Ok... that's all I have for now. I love you all dearly :) Thank you again for your presence in my life. You mean more than you know.

April

Back from HHI :)

2011-07-07T14:39:00.004-04:00

We just got back from HHI and I am so thankful for the time spent there :) I love Hilton Head. We have so many memories there as a family. It was also fun to remember my summers with Crosspoint and pass the good ole HHR ;)

We had amazing times of relaxation, were able to visit with family members who came up and saw some very dear old friends. Wednesday dad and I drove around the Island and stopped into PEP (Programs for Exceptional People). PEP is a "life program" for adults with disabilities. They provide post-school instruction, job training and recreation. It is truly wonderful. We were able to talk with Mark (my former boss) and a few of the students I worked with (Quinton, Tiffany & Buff). What a joy it was to be remembered! They all brought me so much joy and I am so thankful to have seen them again. We also had dinner with another former student, Lauren, and her mother, Crystal later that night. Lauren's father has been going through Chemo treatments for several years. I am amazed everytime I see their family. They have such faith and hope in our Savior. God has truly carried them through some difficult times but they just beam of love for God and for others. They are honest about the difficulty but they do not stay there. They are slow to talk about themselves and extremely quick to talk about the goodness of God and how much they appreciate the support of the Church. In the midst of his cancer treatments, Frank and his wife have started rehab facilities for young women with addictions and are currently working on housing for adults with disabilities. I'm so thankful to know them.

I'll try and post some pics later ... we had such fun spending hours on the beach under an umbrella, laying by the pool, playing putt putt, spending time with good friends, watching fireworks and laying on the beach at night. I was also able to finish 2 of Mrs. L'Engle's books and I'm anxious to get back and finish the 5th, An Acceptable Time (see right panel). I have so enjoyed this series and hope that, if you ever get a chance, you can too! Her fictional stories are delightful but they are full of Christian undertones and deep questions of humanity. I think I most enjoyed the last one I read, Many Waters. The twins are sent back to the time of Noah and the flood :)

Anyways... we're back in Charleston and I'm hoping to visit with a few dear friends before we leave. I can't believe that a week from this Saturday we'll be flying around the globe!!! Please continue to pray for us as we embark on our adventure. Pray that we would continue to place our hope in the Lord and that we wouldn't be pulled towards anxiety, worry or pride. Please also pray for the Concino family I mentioned earlier (Frank, Crystal and Lauren) as they are still going through a heavy trial.

Love you all and so thankful for you!
April

You know you're at Hilton Head when...

2011-07-04T09:27:00.003-04:00

you come in from jogging and get on the elevator (yes I skipped the stairs, don't judge) and get the strange feeling that you're not alone. You look down and see this...

wisdom from a children's book...

2011-06-30T23:48:00.007-04:00

In less than two days I finished the 2nd book from Madeleine L'Engle's Time Quintet series. I simply couldn't put it down. The book is called A Wind in the Door. You may be more familiar with the first title, A Wrinkle in Time. I fully intend to read the rest of them this summer (maybe 2 more next week while on the beach!) and have been so struck by the depth of these "simple" stories. Mrs. L'Engle is liberal in her Christianity but it is fascinating to read the undertones and deeper meaning behind this story. I hope to write more about them but for now I would simply like to share an incredible quote.

It is only when we are fully rooted that we are really able to move. (p. 216)

The quote is from a very pivotal point in the book and is just so intriguing. I don't want to write too much (and risk ruining the ending for you!) but the similarity and metaphors are striking. Sporos, a Farandolae, was being encouraged to resist proceeding to the natural progression of "Deepening." Here he would join the rest of Creation. The Echthroi (the unNamers) were telling him,

We don't need to Deepen. That's only an old superstition. It's a stupid song they sing, all this Glory, glory, glory. We are the ones who are glorious. (p. 216)

It's the old lie. It's the snake telling Eve that God is holding back on her. That really He doesn't want her to be like Him. There is also such a strong connection between her characters and Christians today. I couldn't help but think of how easy it is to hold tightly to our desires for self and for "freedom." Our pride causes us to think that there is too much at stake - God simply wants to "own" us ... that He doesn't have our best intention in mind. However, true freedom can only be found when we die to self. We must lose our life to find it. God, the Creator and maker of life, is where we find true joy and living. But, like the farandolae, we've never seen true life and fear the loss. If only we truly understood that what we have now will never compare to what God has in store. As the author of Galatians says,

For you were called to freedom, brothers. Only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another. Galatians 5:13

Freedom doesn't mean that I can do what I want. It means that I can do what I was created to do. I am free to be what God has created me to be and that is something more beautiful and eternal that my worldly desires. I hope and pray God continues to grow me in this and am thankful for the reminder from unexpected sources!

As Senex says to Sporos, the unsure farandolae ... It is true, small offspring. Now that I am rooted I am no longer limited by motion. Now I may move anywhere in the universe. I sing with the stars. I dance with the galaxies. I share in the joy - and in the grief. We farae must have our part in the rhythm of the mitochondria, or we cannot be. If we cannot be, then we are not.

Summer desserts!

2011-06-29T00:30:00.008-04:00

My dad is an amazing cook. He doesn't do it often but there are a few things that I love to ask him to make, especially for birthdays and holidays. One of my favorite things to request is his famous strawberry pie. This summer I asked him for the recipe and in the last 3 days I've made it twice! I made it for small group on Sunday and for a special dinner tonight. The picture to the left is from bettycrocker.com (it looks just like it) but the email/recipe below is from Al Smith!

It's wonderfully easy, every one loves it and it's the perfect light and cool summer dessert! Hope you enjoy!

Dad’s Awesome Strawberry Pie Recipe

This is per pie:
Ingredients:
1 container of strawberries (side not: Dad obscenely uses 2... it creates quite a mound but is very good!), Corn Starch, 1 Strawberry Jell-O Packet, Sugar, Pie Crust

Brown the deep dish pie shell in the oven at 350 degrees and set it aside.

Cut up your strawberries and place them aside. As big or small as you want.

Put a half a cup of sugar into a pot. Add 4 teaspoons of cornstarch and mix. Then add a cup and a half of water and cook while stirring at medium until it boils. Add the strawberry jello as a powder and stir thoroughly.

Place a little of the strawberry mixture and put into the bottom of the pie shell. Then add your strawberries.

Now add the strawberry jello mixture and let in go between the strawberries until the pie is filled and the jello mixture has filles all the gaps.

Let it sit for a few minutes and start to solidify. Then place it in the refrigerator to finish solidifying.

Add cool whip and pig out.

And just to let you know, your Dad loves you.

a little something extra ;)

2011-06-27T13:38:00.001-04:00

So my roommate Megan is amazingly handy. She introduced me to this incredible blog and also recently completed one of the neat ideas on it!!! Check out this homemade cake plate (and personally, I think Megan's looks better!)

DIY Cake Plate

Prayer Request

2011-06-27T13:13:00.003-04:00

Hello everyone! There is so much to update you on (China prep, summer fun, weddings, showers, roadtrips, interviews, etc) but for now I just have a small request. I have applied for 2 full time teaching assistant positions. This would get me back in the classroom during my last year of graduate school but I'm worried about the time commitment. I wouldn't be "teaching" so I would NOT have the paperwork, meetings, etc. However, it would be 40 hours a week on top of full time graduate school (3 courses). I get really excited when I think about being with students with special needs again and was super encouraged by my interview last week.

I am a little nervous about taking on that load. If it is where God wants me, I know He will provide. I just want to be sure that this is Him!

Please pray for clarity and discernment. Also, I'm praying that if this isn't where the Lord wants me, that those offering the job would tell me no.

Thank you everyone! Love you all! I promise to update more soon. I'll be in Hilton Head all next week. I'm excited about having "beach time" and relaxing with the family.

April

2 down ... 1 to go

2011-05-19T10:20:00.004-04:00

I finished up my last exam yesterday and I can't believe it! Those around me were so excited to be done. I expected to feel that way but honestly it was a bitter sweet moment. Yes, I was glad that there were no more tests to take, but I was sad that the semester was over. I really enjoyed all of my courses this Spring and feel a little torn because I only have 2 semesters left. The last 2 years have completely flown by.

This time 2 years ago I had recently graduated from Clemson and was about to spend a summer in Hilton Head with my church, Crosspoint. I had no idea what was ahead after the summer but I knew that God was leading me to Wake Forest, NC. He has been so gracious. He's provided an amazing group of friends that have helped to sanctify me in ways I desperately needed. He's used them to bring such joy to my life and tear down strong holds that had been there for years. He's given me a church that cares deeply for its people, discipleship and challenging their people to actively participate in the GC. He moved us (Kara, Megan, Courtney and I) into our little white house and put us next to a precious family. He sent me to Central Asia (gah!) and this summer I'm going to East Asia (double gah!). Also this summer, I have the honor of being in 3 weddings; Courtney Quick, Meredith Reock & Meredyth McGrew!

It is so easy to feel overwhelmed and anxious. I can tend to be a "planner." When I look toward the end of this upcoming year, I see ... well, nothing. I have no idea where God is leading or what He is doing. Is He going to allow me to stay here and teach? Will I teach overseas? Who will I go overseas with? Will I be alone? married? dating? Will I work in CP here in the states, perhaps among International populations? I can tend to throw myself into applications and options before ever going to the Word - and that is where I fall into dangerous territory. Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. Matthew 6:34

God is in control and He is good. It is so helpful for me to remind myself of all He has done, and PTL He hasn't changed. He's still as good as He was yesterday. So here I am today, reminding myself to just follow behind Him. I have no idea where He's headed but I know we're on the way. Waiting isn't passive, it's active obedience. But for You, O LORD, do I wait; it is You, O Lord my God, who will answer. Psalm 38:15

I love you all! This is going to be a summer of memories ... next weekend starts the (5 I think?) weddings that I'll be going to - 3 of which I'm in! WOO HOO! It will be such a joy to visit with friends and celebrate their special days with them! July will be crazy ... 1/2 of it I'll be around the world... please be praying for that!

Well... I hope that you have a WONDERFUL Thursday!

April

New beginnings on Mother's Day!

2011-05-09T20:29:00.004-04:00

It has been such an amazing weekend :) We just finished moving YiaYia in to her new home at Ashley Parks and I am sooooo thankful to the Lord. It hasn't been an easy transition but He has done so much to provide a beautiful place for her that she can afford! He also allowed me to stay home an extra day so I could help her move in and be here during her first night in Charleston (she's at our house). What a blessing.

Also, there have been a few special animals we've been worried about these past 3 weeks. Mom has been keeping an eye on the ducks in the backyard. The poor mother has been sitting on her eggs for around 6 weeks. We were sure that there was something wrong with them and it broke our heart to see her sit on them day after day! WELL... on Mother's day... they were born! What a sweet day! And you should have seen the dad. He wouldn't let us get very close and was so protective :)

Also, today Abby and the girls found Percy's kittens! We were worried about them too. She gave birth to them over 3 weeks ago and we have SEARCHED AND SEARCHED for them. Today Abby saw a little black fur and found 2 little baby kittens! We're looking for more but the two little girls are being "people-ized" as Monika puts it :) We'll be looking for a good home for both of them :) Aren't they precious???

Oh and mom, dad and I got to go to the beach a little on Sunday after church. We drove over to Folly but it was just too crowded so we headed over to my favorite park overlooking the Bridges. What a special time together :)

Hope you all had a great Mother's Day!

April

Easter Sunday & the beach with the Rayburns!

2011-04-24T22:15:00.004-04:00

What a special Sunday! It was a wonderful day at Pinecrest as we praised the Lord for His great sacrifice and for His victory over death! The choir did a wonderful job and I'm so proud of all of them. They recently went through quite a loss, our music minister passed away unexpectedly, and we were all praying for them today. But God definitely showed up and even though it was an emotional day for most of them, the Lord was certainly glorified. The musical was terrific and dad did an amazing job after. He took us to the Word and reminded us of the power of the Cross.

After church we had a wonderful lunch and then headed to the beach with Matt, Katie & Kyndall. What a sweet day. I am so thankful for wonderful family and friends! God is incredibly gracious. Hope that you all had a terrific Easter and that you were able to dwell on the great and amazing gift we have in our Savior.

Matt with little Miss Kyndall...

Mom & I by the pier (you can't see him but Mr. Speedo Man is behind us... why do people make such silly choices?)

Katie, Kyndall and I after church... I wish I had a picture of her matching jacket... I want one in my size!

Happy Easter!

2011-04-24T07:56:00.002-04:00

Sunday is here and He is risen! Praise the Lord for the sacrifice, the suffering and the triumph. This song has been in my head all weekend...

1 After the Sabbath, at dawn on the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to look at the tomb. 2 There was a violent earthquake, for an angel of the Lord came down from heaven and, going to the tomb, rolled back the stone and sat on it. 3 His appearance was like lightning, and his clothes were white as snow. 4 The guards were so afraid of him that they shook and became like dead men. 5 The angel said to the women, “Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. 6 He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. 7 Then go quickly and tell his disciples: ‘He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him.’ Now I have told you.” 8 So the women hurried away from the tomb, afraid yet filled with joy, and ran to tell his disciples. 9 Suddenly Jesus met them. “Greetings,” he said. They came to him, clasped his feet and worshiped him. 10 Then Jesus said to them, “Do not be afraid. Go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee; there they will see me.” 11 While the women were on their way, some of the guards went into the city and reported to the chief priests everything that had happened. 12 When the chief priests had met with the elders and devised a plan, they gave the soldiers a large sum of money, 13 telling them, “You are to say, ‘His disciples came during the night and stole him away while we were asleep.’ 14 If this report gets to the governor, we will satisfy him and keep you out of trouble.” 15 So the soldiers took the money and did as they were instructed. And this story has been widely circulated among the Jews to this very day. 16 Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. 17 When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. 18 Then Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” Matthew 28:

Free admission for National Public Garden Day - Mother's Day idea?

2011-04-21T10:58:00.005-04:00

May 6th is National Public Garden Day! I found out through dealsplus that Better Homes & Gardens is offering free coupons for public gardens all over the US! Each coupon is good for 2 entries but they said that you can print additional coupons for additional guests - how wonderful!

May 6th is also just in time for Mother's Day, so this is a great idea for moms, sisters and daughters to have sweet quality time together - and it's free!

You do have to register with the BHG website (also free) but I really enjoy their site. They have a lot of great information about gardening, cooking, etc.

Here is the link: Free Admission Coupon

Something old, something new and ... a tornado.

2011-04-17T09:49:00.006-04:00

Yesterday I went with Megan to a wedding for our friends Tyler and Kari! We knew that it was going to be an incredible wedding but what we DID NOT know was that it was going to be a potential natural disaster! The wedding started at four and by 4:30 we were downstairs in the basement of the venue! I kept getting calls from concerned friends/family members in SC ... they usually went like this:

Concerned family member/friend: April? Where are you? There's a tornado just a few miles from your house.
Me: Well, I'm at an outside wedding.
Concerned family member/friend: WHAT?!?!?!
Me: It's ok .. we're in the basement.

Well... after about an hour or so ... the bad weather died down... and we were able to move the wedding to the reception hall. Even though it wasn't what they planned, it was so beautiful. And it was so encouraging to hear them. Tyler and Kari took everything in stride. They were patient and just waited out the storm! Also, the sweet couple and their families really used the opportunity to point to the most important thing. The gospel was shared and those listening were reminded of the true reason for marriage. It's not about the day, the dress, the details or the plans. It's about using our earthly marriages as an opportunity to point to the heavenly marriage that will happen one day between Jesus and His bride, the Church. And they did. They shared that message beautifully.

Well... it was definitely eventful and we danced the night away after the ceremony. Meg, Diana and I didn't leave until 10... and it seemed like the party was still going! There were some causalities yesterday. Please take a moment and pray for those lost in the tornado and for their families! Here are some pics and an article on the tornado.

Phase 3 / break from my ICP paper...

2011-04-12T17:03:00.003-04:00

Well... I have a 10 page ICP paper due in 2 days. I'm over 1/2 way done with it but I was so thankful for a break! I was finally able to get the 2nd azalea bush up (the roots aren't very deep) so I planted it in the corner next to the other one... dad said it needed A LOT of water so I gave it A LOT of water! I'm really hoping that they make it!

Little Emily from next door (she's 6) helped me water the flowers today. They've also started their own garden in our backyard. They picked some of the azaleas off and planted them next to our lawn mower. In fact, Emily said, "Can you put the lawn mower somewhere else? We really need this space for our garden." I LOVE THEM!!!

Phase two of the garden experiment!

2011-04-11T13:36:00.002-04:00

I am so thankful for the friends that are in my life :) Last night at small group Sarah dropped off a shrub from the green house she works at. She also gave us some herbs to plant! Megan and I have decided that we want a vegetable garden underneath Kara's window at the front of the house. So now we already have garlic and chives (I think haha). I think our next vegetable will be squash and maybe some tomatoes (or are they fruit? I don't know... it's debatable).

Many of you that have been to our house have experienced and seen the HUGE MOUND of dirt and rocks that are next to my garden. Well... they are no more!!! Today Edgar (from my small group) came and cleared out everything! He's still working and has been here for over 2 hours! What a good brother! Now all we have to do is go get some good soil and plant away! WOO HOO!!!! THANKS SO MUCH EDGAR!

phase 1...

2011-04-09T15:17:00.008-04:00

of my garden experiment! The pansies are still miraculously blooming. I decided to actually try and plant a garden... so here is how it looks in the beginning :) They're supposed to spread! I honestly have no idea what I'm doing but I finally decided the best way to learn was to try :) I'll post more pictures as they grow! We're still working on the grass/weeds in that areas but one thing at a time!!! Hopefully my rose bushes will bloom soon (they've grown like crazy) and then the new gardenias, lithadoras, zinnias (and the others but I don't know their names!!!) will hopefully spread out!!!

SO GLAD SPRING IS HERE!!!

These are a few of my favorite things...

2011-04-05T23:56:00.004-04:00

I absolutely love that song. The Sound of Music is one of the sweetest movies. Well, it's almost Wednesday so I decided to post something quick and WONDERFUL... wonderful Wednesday :)

Two amazing things I've recently discovered...

This is my new favorite tea... promise. Last spring when I went to Azerbaijan I actually fell in love with hot tea. I had several friends who drank it daily and I enjoyed it with them... but I didn't truly desire to have it on my own. Well, Baku changed everything! Until recently I haven't been able to find a tea that compared to it. Last week I went into a Turkish store near Bestbuy and the wonderful clerk advised me to try this brand... IT'S AMAZING! I feel like I'm by the Caspian again! I'm pretty sure that you can get it in multiple locations. If not, definitely try the cardamon flavor. :)

The Pioneer Woman blog. This blog is a lot of fun! My roommate Megan introduced me to it and I've finally started checking it out. It's interesting and I really enjoy her recipes. She has some great insights on a variety of topics including; home and garden, cooking, etc. Enjoy! The picture to the left actually came from a website she referenced. I'm pretty excited about trying it out!

Play date

2011-04-02T11:29:00.002-04:00

"There are no seven wonders of the world in the eyes of a child. There are seven million." Walt Streightiff

demanding justice.

2011-03-31T00:09:00.008-04:00

I just finished up the weekly reading for one of my classes tonight and was struck by these words,

"In a situation where justice is no longer possible reconciliation can come only if some men accept injustice. There is no other way. But the very thought of it is abhorrent, for whatever else men are ready to forgo, justice, it would seem, is a permanent demand. This is, in fact, the root of nationalism. Only those in whom Christ lives can see the need to demand justice always for the other side and to accept injustice for themselves."

Denys Baly (taken from Whose Promised Land? The Continuing Crisis Over Israel and Palestine)

I have been so encouraged and convicted through this book. I know so many of you are currently incredibly busy with jobs, reading, families and simply life in general. HOWEVER, if you have ANY time I would definitely take the time to read this book. It has challenged so much of how I see this issue and has caused me to truly examine everything in light of scripture. It has also challenged me to see the importance of examining scripture CORRECTLY and the dire consequences that can happen when it is incorrectly interpreted.

As I told Dr. Greenham yesterday, "So much of my worldview has been shattered." His response, "It took this long?" (I've taken him for three classes).

Oh Dr. Greenham, that remark shows one of the many, many reasons why you are our favorite. ;)

Monday moments :)

2011-03-28T12:46:00.003-04:00

Kara & I just got back from the gym and we've literally been laughing for almost 3 hours straight. We went to meet our friend Heather this morning around 10 and then met up with some friends at the Court for lunch.

Ok... background info:

Most of you know that in the last 4-5 months we've been feeding two cats. We weren't sure about the gender of one (we call this cat Percy) until we noticed that the cat was pregnant. Mystery solved. Soon, we also started noticing another cat that was hanging around quite a lot. This cat is a bobtail and unfortunately has one eye (not sure how that happened exactly but the cat is incredibly sweet). Well Megan starting calling this cat OENT (pronounced oh-unt. OENT stands for One Eye No Tail) while I was calling him Cyclops. Well... we combined the two and now he is known as O.C. Ok... anyways... we think O.C. is the one that got Percy pregnant. We feed them everyday. They don't come in the house but sleep and hang out on our porch pretty much 24-7.

This morning I went outside with Kara and noticed Percy just hanging out. But for some reason she was noisier than usual. She normally "talks" to us (pretty sure she's just asking for food) but today it was a lot. She follows us down our walk way and all the way to my car. Kara and I just say "Ok Percy - good bye!" We open the car to my little yellow bug and as we sit down we hear a VERY funny noise. Kara and I look at each other and then look behind us. All of a sudden we see it - at the same moment - THIS LITTLE TINY ONE EYED HEAD, PEAKING UP FROM BEHIND MY BACK SEAT. It's almost as if O.C. was saying "Hey guys... ummm... just wanted to let you know I'm here."

I IMMEDIATELY start cracking up and Kara BOLTS out of the car. O.C. then bolts after her and runs away (most likely to use the bathroom, he failed to ask permission to sleep in my car but at least he was considerate enough to refrain from using the bathroom).

The best thing is ... I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN OR HOW HE GOT IN THE CAR. I was out there talking to Meredyth some last night (I had to charge my phone while we were talking because I currently can't find my wall charger) but I have no memory of a cat sneaking in.

Anyways... thought you would enjoy this story! We laughed about it while working out and laughed about to our friends Jason, Frederick and Nate at lunch. We also laughed about the time I got on the wrong moving walkway but that's another story for another time!!! Have a great Monday!

quick - ish update

2011-03-26T08:12:00.007-04:00

There has been quite a lot going on lately and I just wanted to say THANK YOU to everyone for your encouragement and compassion. God is so tremendously good and gracious and I am so thankful for His enduring unconditional love more and more each day. This morning I'm sitting in my kitchen listening to the sweet birds that have decided to have a nest right outside my window. Their timing is perfect and they usually start chirping right about the time I need to wake up. It's been a sweet little blessing of joy. I've just finished some of the cupcakes for Court's shower today and I'm beyond excited! The picture to the left is a blurry one from my iTouch but I thought it could add some color to this post :) It has been so fun to plan this shower with Kara and Megan and I cannot wait to lavish Courtney with our love for her! I'm praying that today is a sweet day that honors and celebrates what God is doing in her and Matt's life.

All that to say, life is sweet. Yes, there have been some difficulties with my extended family but I'm continually learning to trust God with them. I'm also learning more and more how limited my view of grace is. I had a dear friend remind me of some truth that has continueed to challenge me. She helped me to see that when I am lacking in my grace towards those around me, I am also lacking in my understanding of the grace that was given to me. Seeking to understand that grace more fully has made an impact on my perception of others and of God's goodness. Even as I was reading "My Utmost for High Highest" this morning I was reminded of this truth.
A practical help in keeping your personal purity unblemished in your relations with other people is to begin to see them as God does. Say to yourself, “That man or that woman is perfect in Christ Jesus! That friend or that relative is perfect in Christ Jesus!”

What a gift we have in our Savior! Ok... well, break is over! I'm so excited for today! Please continue to pray for my family and here are some other specific areas as well.

My family - that God would be clear and grant wisdom to my parents and I. That we would know how to love our family in the best way possible and ultimately, that we would show them Christ. Also, many of them are not believers. Please pray for their salvation.

East Asia - God has already been OVERWHELMINGLY generous. Please pray for my team and for the other half of the support. There's about $1500 to go!

My contentment - God has been SO GRACIOUS in my life in Wake Forest. I love the sweet little house I live in with my INCREDIBLE friends and I enjoy the fun we have. I am so thankful for my school, my church, my neighbors and all the opportunities He has placed in my life. However, there are times that I struggle with contentment. There are days that it is SO EASY to see some of the many many reasons why He has me here at this time - but others I struggle with a desire for marriage and for children. Please pray that I would find my worth and value in the Lord and not fail to walk in the joy He has placed before me.

School - I love my classes but just happen to have several 15-20 page papers in all 3 of them. Please pray for endurance and that I would not be overwhelmed!

Wisdom/discernment - There are a few things (I can tell you more offline if you call!) that I am currently seeking discernment about. Please pray that I would be open to the Lord and would put aside my desires and only seek His.

Ok... well, I guess that wasn't so "quick" ... but I love you all dearly and if you've made it to the bottom of this blog you're a good friend! Thank you for your presence in my life. Whether you are near or far you've added something special to it.

Have a sweet and joyful Saturday :) April

Do The Next Thing...

2011-03-24T14:02:00.002-04:00

“Many a questioning, many a fear, Many a doubt, hath its quieting here. Moment my moment, let down from Heaven,Time, opportunity, guidance, are given.Fear not tomorrows, Child of the King,Trust them with Jesus, ‘DO THE NEXT THING.’Do it immediately; do it with prayer; Do it reliantly, casting all care; Do it with reverence, tracing His Hand, Who placed it before thee with earnest command. Stayed on Omnipotence, safe ’neath His wing,Leave all resultings, ‘DO THE NEXT THING.’” --author unknown

Not too much to say just...

2011-03-17T08:20:00.004-04:00

Happy St. Patrick's Day! Don't forget to wear your green!!! :)

AND I know this is CHEESY but I like it! I found this Irish Saying this morning.
"A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have." ~Author Unknown

To all my dear dear friends... you are much than luck to me - you are such a blessing! Thank you for your prayers, encouraging messages, phone calls, quality time and so much more. I am so thankful for the body of Christ and for the friends God has blessed me with. He uses you so often to encourage me and point me upward! LOVE YOU and Happy St. Patrick's day!!!!
April

PS. REALLY... wear green. I got pinched last year!

Blessed are the forgiven

2011-02-27T23:15:00.007-05:00

Tonight was a wonderful night in small group :) We've been going through Acts in church and in our small groups and I always am so challenged by Ryan & John's teaching! Afterwards we had a sweet time of prayer, reading & worship. It was neat to see the Spirit lead people to different passages and I was so encouraged by Sarah's guitar playing and singing.

I was also encouraged by the passage below. Praise the Lord that He has paid a price I never could. Praise the Lord that He has forgiven me and made me whole.

Also... I committed to going to East Asia for a few weeks this summer. I am really excited about it and really excited about spending some sweet time with dear dear friends. Please be in prayer for me and that I would trust God's provision! I can't say too much on here but I would LOVE to talk to you about it if you would like to hear more! Just email, call or text me! Hope you all have a wonderful night :)
April

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1 Blessed is the one whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered. 2 Blessed is the man against whom the LORD counts no iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no deceit. 3 For when I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. 4 For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was dried up as by the heat of summer. Selah

5 I acknowledged my sin to you, and I did not cover my iniquity; I said, "I will confess my transgressions to the LORD," and you forgave the iniquity of my sin. Selah

6 Therefore let everyone who is godly offer prayer to you at a time when you may be found; surely in the rush of great waters, they shall not reach him. 7 You are a hiding place for me; you preserve me from trouble; you surround me with shouts of deliverance. Selah

8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you. 9 Be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding, which must be curbed with bit and bridle, or it will not stay near you. 10 Many are the sorrows of the wicked, but steadfast love surrounds the one who trusts in the LORD. 11 Be glad in the LORD, and rejoice, O righteous, and shout for joy, all you upright in heart!

Psalm 32, ESV

Jesus, I My Cross Have Taken

2011-02-24T15:09:00.002-05:00

Today has been a great day :) I am so thankful that I was able to meet with Virginia this morning. I always walk away from our time together and thank the Lord for bringing her into my life. She introduced me to a beautiful song today and I would like to share it with you! It's a sweet old hymn that has been updated. The words are incredible. You can read the lyrics below while you listen to it :)

Jesus, I My Cross Have Taken

1. Jesus, I my cross have taken,
All to leave and follow Thee.
Destitute, despised, forsaken,
Thou from hence my all shall be.
Perish every fond ambition,
All I’ve sought or hoped or known.
Yet how rich is my condition!
God and heaven are still my own.

2. Let the world despise and leave me,
They have left my Savior, too.
Human hearts and looks deceive me;
Thou art not, like them, untrue.
O while Thou dost smile upon me,
God of wisdom, love, and might,
Foes may hate and friends disown me,
Show Thy face and all is bright.

3. Man may trouble and distress me,
’Twill but drive me to Thy breast.
Life with trials hard may press me;
Heaven will bring me sweeter rest.
Oh, ’tis not in grief to harm me
While Thy love is left to me;
Oh, ’twere not in joy to charm me,
Were that joy unmixed with Thee.

4. Go, then, earthly fame and treasure,
Come disaster, scorn and pain
In Thy service, pain is pleasure,
With Thy favor, loss is gain
I have called Thee Abba Father,
I have stayed my heart on Thee
Storms may howl, and clouds may gather;
All must work for good to me.

5. Soul, then know thy full salvation
Rise o’er sin and fear and care
Joy to find in every station,
Something still to do or bear.
Think what Spirit dwells within thee,
Think what Father’s smiles are thine,
Think that Jesus died to win thee,
Child of heaven, canst thou repine.

6. Haste thee on from grace to glory,
Armed by faith, and winged by prayer.
Heaven’s eternal days before thee,
God’s own hand shall guide us there.
Soon shall close thy earthly mission,
Soon shall pass thy pilgrim days,
Hope shall change to glad fruition,
Faith to sight, and prayer to praise.

24.

2011-02-20T23:07:00.005-05:00

This has been an incredible weekend. Like always, it feels like it went by too fast. And honestly, I can't believe I turned 24 yesterday. This weekend was amazing though and such a gift from the Lord. I drove in Friday and met mom & dad after the funeral for Mrs. Glenda. We just had a sweet day and fed the ducks with Ann, Samuel and some of our neighbors. Friday night we rented a movie and just spent time together.

Saturday morning we had a special tradition that I haven't experienced with my family in a long time! Growing up I always remember that the morning of any birthday was very special. There was usually a birthday banner (that I'm pretty sure was older than me), a huge breakfast, birthday flowers and a wonderful breakfast. After I went to college I usually wasn't home on the morning of my birthday. Well, for the first time in a long time I was able to wake up in my home with my parents on my birthday.

I woke up Saturday to see mom putting out some BEAUTIFUL flowers and setting the table for dad's amazing breakfast. There were some sweet presents (including a shop vac... yessss). Saturday we just went downtown. We walked about and took pictures and saw some of the Southeast Wildlife Expo. We went shopping for a dress for my party next weekend (I'm so excited Kara, Courtney & Megan) and then had an amazing birthday dinner that dad made. He made exactly what I had requested; stuffed flank steak, mac & cheese and strawberry pie :) He had actually marinated the steak for two days... that's a good man!

Sunday we had a wonderful service. It was Matt & Katie's first Sunday... how special! Mom and I walked all over the beach on Sunday afternoon after visiting with granny and collected shells and took some pictures for her upcoming conference. After church Sunday night Katie, Matt & Kyndall came over to our house and it was a VERY special time to catch up with them. I am so thankful God brought them to Pinecrest. I know the Lord has a lot in store!

Well... I'll leave tomorrow morning. Even though it feels like this weekend was WAY too short I am so thankful for all the quality time I had with my family and friends. It was the best birthday gift.

Katie and little Miss Kyndall at our house

LOVE this pic mom took this afternoon!

I hope this guy wasn't too creeped out that I took his picture... it was just a cool moment!

trying to take a picture on the beach before the wind took us out!

I love sea shells :)

The water was COLDDD!

Walking around with mom & dad on Saturday

praying for Azerbaijan

2011-02-18T09:28:00.002-05:00

Today I'm praying for Azerbaijan. There are a lot of changes right now going on in that part of the world. There are many people that I deeply care about that live there. If you have a moment please pause and pray for my friends, for the political changes that are happening and for their hearts.

Congratulations Meredith & Aaron!

2011-02-17T13:25:00.010-05:00

The happy couple!

This past weekend was such an incredible time! I drove down on Saturday morning to Clemson to reunite with some friends. I hadn't been able to go to Tigertown for at least a year. I met up with Jenna, Katie & Amber for lunch and then had some sweet time with Peg and Meredith Reock! We walked all over the campus and checked out the shops downtown (it was my first time shopping as an Alumni!) and then headed back to the house to freshen up for dinner. What Meredith didn't know was that we had "come together" so that Aaron could propose to her! He proposed on the very spot they met during our sophomore year of college. We came up with a plan to get her to Calhoun and it was such a blessing to be part of that special moment!

It was fun to converse over the past few weeks with Aaron and be a part of their proposal BUT it was hard to hold it in! It's so wonderful to finally be able to FREELY say ... Congratulations Mer and Aaron! I know God has so much in store for you!

It was also special to worship with everyone at Crosspoint on Sunday! Special thanks to Jenna and Emily for the pictures below!

Love this building! This is where I had a lot of my education classes at Clemson.

The g-link girls have an incredible view off their back porch. Can't wait to see it again in the fall!

My lunch on Saturday... yummmmm!

Hanging out at cookout before the big proposal!

Money shot! Way to go Jenna :)

Check out that bling ;) Nice job Aaron

Hanging out after at TD's to celebrate!

Sweet memories from the 20/20 conference

2011-02-07T19:02:00.003-05:00

This weekend was incredibly sweet. My church in Clemson brought 67 students to the 20/20 conference at SEBTS. For the second year in a row my church here in North Carolina hosted them in our gym. Thank goodness we were able to find a shower trailer this year instead of having to send them all over to different homes! I was a little concerned but the trailer was clean and had 10 showers in it! How wonderful! During Friday night and Saturday afternoon we attended sessions and Friday night we all went over to Triangle Town Center to have fun and eat dinner. After that everyone came back to Bay Leaf to hang out. It was such a joy to laugh with Jason, Heath, Jenna and so many others about life and about different memories.

I am also incredibly thankful for the sweet moments where I was able to sit down with someone and catch up on their lives. The Lord is always so faithful to provide that. I always expect to see everyone and enjoy them. But I try and prepare myself for the fact that I most likely will not get any "quality time" and it will be very rushed. However, the Lord had other plans. I was able to have wonderful "driving time" with Jenna and hear about all that God has and is doing in Clemson, I was able to catch up and have a wonderful and LONG conversation with sweet Anna Grace ... God is doing so much on her heart and it is incredible to see. I got to talk with Tara, which is ALWAYS a blessing! I was also able to talk with several other girls and hear about graduation plans, post-graduation "options," and their journeys. And of course it was special to catch up with Heath and hear about his semester so far. Crosspoint is a wonderful church that provides such discipleship and challenging, gospel centered teaching. I was so reminded of that through my conversations with all the students. I was also incredibly impressed with the new students I met and with their thankful hearts.

Sunday was such a special day. It was incredible to stand there in worship. I felt SO blessed as I stood among old friends from college and my new friends from this season in Wake Forest. I was reminded of sweet memories and moments along the way. What a blessing to see those two worlds come together. I am so thankful for my Father and for His provision.

I wonder if Heaven will feel a little like this past weekend. We'll be with those that we love forever. We'll be standing next to believers from every season of life. We'll worship together, all of us.

It's good to be back in WAFO!

2011-01-10T13:08:00.003-05:00

Hello! It's good to be back in Wake Forest. I am so thankful for the two weeks at home. I'm also thankful for this time in January to get back into the swing of things before classes start. It's been so special to see everyone and spend time with my friends. ANDDDDD Saturday is Kara's birthday party! WOO HOO! We've had a lot of fun planning it but I can't say much more (just in case Kara reads this!)

Anyways... there is a lot to update on but just know that God has been faithful. Psalm 31 has been a huge encouragement. I can't wait to post some pics after Saturday!!!

Love you all... April

PS. Just an update... Heather, Dad & I completed week 1 of "Fruits and Veggies" ... 3 weeks to go and 9 lbs down! Woo hoo!

Pondering Incarnation

2010-12-25T19:27:00.002-05:00

The following is an excerpt from the article, "Pondering Incarnation," taken from the blog Radical Womanhood.

The question everyone asks in the dark night of the soul is "Why did a loving God allow this?" The answer is not to expect perfection in this fallen, short, sin-riddled life but to contemplate the One who came to live with the creatures whose sin marred His creation, and who did so in order to rescue those who put their trust in His salvation. He did so much more than we would ask Him in our pain and misery. Our suffering is very real ... but so was His. And His was more excruciating because it carried with it the Father's judgment for the sins of the world. We do not worship a God who outsourced His solution to our pain, suffering, and alienation from Him. We worship one who humbled Himself to be born with a whiff of scandal, grow up unremarkably, and take on the weight of the world's sin while suffering excruciating physical torture -- all to rescue us. That's the glory of His incarnation.

Joy to the world! Merry Christmas, one and all.

-Carolyn McCulley

Merry Christmas dear ones...

2010-12-25T10:50:00.007-05:00

I'm so thankful for the precious Christmas gift we recieved so long ago that still transforms our lives today. Simeon described Him beautifully...

"Lord, now you are letting your servant depart in peace, according to your word; for my eyes have seen Your salvation that You have prepared in the presence of all peoples, a light for revelation to the Gentiles, and for glory to Your people Israel." (Luke 2:29-32)

Praise the Lord for the gift of His Son, the only Christmas present that will last into eternity.

Measure Of A Woman

2010-12-23T16:59:00.008-05:00

Mom is sorting through some old pictures and just pulled out this poem that was given to her by her grandmother, Marie Pridgen (wife of Paul Pridgen, Sr., pastor and founder of 1st Baptist Church North Charleston). The picture to the left is from their gospel radio station. Marie (on the piano) and Great Grandaddy (Paul Sr.) is sitting next to her. Mary Eva (my grandmother's sister) is the first girl on the left in the singing group!)

"Measure of a woman" by Mrs. Roma Scott

NOT -- How did she die?
BUT -- How did she live?

NOT -- What did she gain?

BUT -- How did she give?

These are the units - To measure the worth of a woman - as a woman

Regardless of birth

NOT -- What was her station?

BUT -- Had she a heart?

AND -- How did she play

her God-given part?

Was she ever ready with a word of good cheer

To bring back a smile - To banish a tear?

NOT -- What was her church

NOT -- What was her Creed?

BUT -- Had she befriended

Those really in need?

NOT -- What did the sketch

IN the newspapers say?
BUT -- How many were sorry
When she passed away?

One more picture... here's Great Grandaddy Pridgen again ... look at those Pridgen eyebrows! I wish I could have met him but I am excited about meeting him and talking with him in Heaven one day! I've always heard great things about him and about his love for the Lord.

Here With Us

2010-12-22T21:57:00.001-05:00

I was listening to a few songs tonight and this one came up. It has to be one of my favorite Christmas songs :) Hope you enjoy!!!

I'll be home for Christmas... part 1

2010-12-22T16:27:00.005-05:00

This is one of my favorite Christmas decorations. A dear man from FJBC made him for us over 20 years ago and I can't remember a Christmas without him! When I was a little girl I used to love taking him apart and putting him back together. During my college years at Clemson I loved coming home to Rudolph. I knew he was waiting for me to put him together.

I can’t believe that Christmas is just a few days away! It is so nice to be home during this season and spend time with sweet family members and friends. I’ve had the joy of seeing extended family and visiting with good friends while experiencing their gracious hospitality. Sunday morning the choir sang beautiful songs and a few men put on costumes and acted out well written monologues. Mom and I delivered some pears to a few of our shut-ins where I was told that they pray for me ... daily, by name. WHAT A BLESSING! What a reminder of the gift we have in the church! This cold has forced me to sit still and rest ... something that is terribly hard for me to do! Even though it is difficult, it is needed. This evening I was reading Carolyn McCulley's latest blog entry and was encouraged by her desire to "prepare our hearts for celebrating the incarnation of Christ." What an encouragement in this materialistic culture. "Santa" is almost in every store and little children are busy writing letters to ensure that they get their current desires. I do love the music, the fires and the old Christmas movies. I love buying gifts for people and seeing family members that I don't get to see often. But honestly, have I allowed myself to dwell on the TRUE purpose of Christmas? How much more do I devote my time to materialism instead of to the savior in the manger?

Let's focus on the true story... the story that is and will continue to be worth celebrating through Eternity. The story of truth, hope and redemption; the story of Christmas.

Miss Kyndall part 1

2010-12-19T00:13:00.009-05:00

I can't believe that I met Katie over 7 years ago. We were both juniors in high school and new to West Ashley. We had both moved from different cities in Georgia to Charleston and we instantly hit it off. I knew right away that she was a gentle, sweet person but lots of fun and really loved the Lord. We have so many memories together!

Today, she is still one of my best friends and is such a joy in my life. I love visiting with her and Matt when I'm home in Charleston and talking with her on the phone when I'm not. It is always so encouraging to sit with Katie and hear Matt preach. WELL... tonight... they had a little joy added to their life... specifically 6 lbs and 1 oz of it ;)

Her name is Kyndall Morgan and she is PRECIOUS. I have a little cold left over from last week so I haven't met her yet but I cannot wait to get better so that I can hold her and hug Katie! It has been such an incredible blessing to watch Katie become a wonderful wife and now I get to observe her as a mother. I am so thankful for this friend and for her role and example in my life.

Katie, we've been through a lot and I am so thankful that you're my friend! I am filled with so much joy for you and Matt! See you soon :) PS. I can't wait to be called Aunt April ;)

Below is a VERY old picture with Allison and Katie and a picture of Little Miss Kyndall... can't wait to see her now!!!

Part two is coming as soon as I get to go see Miss Kyndall!!!! Welcome little one! I already love you!

Birthday with Miss Sarah Greene :)

2010-12-11T23:16:00.005-05:00

Happy Birthday Sarah Greene! We're so happy that you're in our life :)
April

Azerbaijan

2010-12-07T08:19:00.008-05:00

Oh Baku. It's a beautiful city of rich history, poetry and generous hospitality. It sits on the Caspian and makes you feel like you've walked back in time 1500 years. I so enjoyed my time there last March and felt pretty confident I'd be going back. However, I didn't expect it to be soon. There has been a lot on my heart lately but I would like to ask you to join me in prayer as I consider going again this March and perhaps going on a "longer trip" in the future. Thank you all for being my encouragers and my prayer partners. It is a joy to have you in my life, whether near or far! I would love to tell you more if you're curious... just ask me!

So thankful for you all,

April

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!

2010-12-06T19:58:00.001-05:00

Our little white house in the snow :)

Gabrielle and Emily's gingerbread house!!!

It snowed early this year! We've already enjoyed rudolph, snow, gingerbread houses, hot chocolate... I love this season!!!!!

The smoke monster is gone...

2010-11-22T14:50:00.006-05:00

Well... we've had this crazy microwave as long as we've lived here on North Taylor ... it works but it has no handle and makes a very interesting noise that sounds ironically similar to the smoke monster from Lost. We've been waiting for Spencer (he works for our landlord) to find a good one that fit. He came today to give us a new one! Here are some pictures for you to enjoy!

Here's the old smoke monster... if you look closely you can see the beautiful handle on the stove on the bottom left ;)

Well... it's on its way out!

The beautiful new one :)

Another shot

I guess you know you're an adult when you get really excited about having a new microwave ;)

Haha... love you all! April

PS. I think this new one needs a name... any ideas?

Happy Thanksgiving (EARLY!)

2010-11-19T00:07:00.017-05:00

Pre-Thanksgiving was a HIT! It just wrapped up (yeah... its midnight) and it was so amazing :) It was such a joy to celebrate with our dear neighbors and sweet friends. I can't even describe the food to you ... you'll have to check out the photos below! The baking began LAST NIGHT and Kara and I had a BLAST decorating almost all day! The house was transformed (literally... the kitchen became the living room and the living room became a dining room)!

Here are some of my favorite moments:

Making crafty decorations with the little girls...

Everyone cooking together...

The little girls faces when they saw the decorations...

Praying together around the table...

The meal in all its glory!

The amazing entertainment (so much singing!)

"Tea time" with the guys ... they all sat at the little girls table :)

Everyone saying what they were thankful for...

Our house being filled with laughter...

Monika making us cry...

How to Train a Dragon (the after dinner movie!)

Well... I am so thankful. I am thankful for my neighbors, thankful for my friends and thankful for the quality time we were given tonight. But, most of all, I am thankful for my Savior. I am thankful for the grace of the gospel and for the opportunities He showers us with to experience and share in His love. He's a good God and a merciful Lord. Oh praise Him.

Matt cutting the HUGE turkey!

I LOVE HER.

One of the THREE amazing desserts Abby and Monika made!

The little girls "Thankful hands"

*notice... one does say Justin Bieber...

Kara's beautiful flowers

The drink table

Room shot

Table shot

Silly group shot!

Tea time with the boys... they just couldn't resist the kid table ;)

After the meal, during clean up, the boys shared some PRECIOUS reading time with the little girls!

Holiday season is here!!!

2010-11-16T14:02:00.005-05:00

I've got one more quiz and then ALL of my pre-Thanksgiving assignments are done!!! Then I've just got a few more quizzes and 3 finals and the semester is over! I can't believe it is already here and that I just registered for my 4th semester of seminary. Life is happening fast! It has been a sweet time though and I am looking forward to the 2nd half of my time here. 3 more semesters to go... so much has happened while we've been here... I can't wait to see what the Lord has in store!

Please be in prayer for a possible neighborhood bible study that we are discussing. God has really put some neat people in our lives here on North Taylor and has blown us away with the people that have shared their heart for our community. If you would like to know more about recent events I would LOVE to tell you! Just send me a message :) Also, we're hoping to pass out home-made soup and bread for the holidays and maybe even have a neighborhood Christmas party. Thank you for your prayers!

I am DEFINITELY looking forward to Thursday! We are having a Pre-Thanksgiving dinner with our adopted family from next door... can't wait to post pictures of the little girls and they're little dinner table!

Ok ... one more thing ... I thought you might like to see some of our recent Thanksgiving and Christmas decorations. I know it's a little early but I just got so excited! I love decorating for the holidays!

leaf candles :)

Our table during our fun craft!

Our Christmas Wreath

This is our adopted cat, Miss (we think) Percy! She's been coming every day for food and has become quite affectionate! Isn't she cute? And she's so good with the little girls!

challenging quote from AW Tozer

2010-11-12T11:02:00.003-05:00

I am so thankful for the Lord and for His patience with me. I am so often reminded of my need to put Him above all else and trust in His providence. I can trust that His Word is true and that He really does know best. Joshua Harris just posted this quote on his blog from AW Tozer. It is challenging and encouraging and I hope that it serves you well!

"The best thing is neither to seek nor avoid troubles but to follow Christ and take the bitter with the sweet as it may come. Whether we are happy or unhappy at any given time is not important. That we be in the will of God is all that matters. We may safely leave with him the incident of heartache or happiness. He will know how much we need of either or both." - A.W. Tozer, We Travel an Appointed Way, page 80.

A few special fall happenings...

2010-11-12T09:08:00.011-05:00

November has been a WONDERFUL month ... I'm sorry that I haven't been posting! Just a week ago I was able to attend an incredibly special wedding. My friends Joshua and Peg were separated by thousands of miles for over two years. This past weekend I was able to watch her walk down an aisle as a BEAUTIFUL bride towards the man God chose for her. I CANNOT WAIT to see how God is going to use their marriage. They are both so incredibly in love with the Lord and have a great passion for the people of India.

I was also able to share it with so many of my best friends. All of my closest friends from college (except for Kelly!) we able to be there. I picked up Madeline on Thursday from RDU and got to spend some GREAT quality time with her on the way to Charleston. Thursday night we had the Bachelorette party and it was QUITE the reunion. Friday was a wonderful brunch and then friday night we had the rehearsal and rehearsal dinner. It was incredible to hear everyone share about how Joshua and Peg had encouraged them in their walk with the Lord. Joshua had a huge hand in leading his best man to Christ and then discipling him. What a testimony!!!! Saturday was a beautiful and Peg looked exquisite. Their wedding was gorgeous and very gospel centered. Nathan did a terrific job starting it off during the welcome as he shared the story of Jesus Christ. I am so thankful for him and his beautiful wife Abigail. The Lord has given them such a sweet passion for the nations to know Christ. I can't wait to see where God is going to take them!

Not only were so many of my best friends there but four different women that had discipled were there; Abigail, Graceanna, Tara & Liz. These women loved me through listening, sharing wisdom, opening up their homes, speaking truth and through shining the light of Christ in their everyday lives. It was so special to see them all at one place again.

This was such a special reunion. We've all been scattered; Nashville, Charlotte, Clemson, Charleston, Wake Forest & Louisville. Some are engaged, some are soon-to-be engaged, some are married, some are in grad school, some are in neat internships, some have incredible new jobs and some are pregnant! But I am so thankful for the continued relationships with these women and for weekends like this where I get to see them ;)

I love you all! Congratulations Mr. & Mrs. Timm!
April

Peg, Joshua and all of us during our surprise JAI HO! dance ;) Such fun!

My beautiful Clemson bible study! Love you girls! We missed you Kelly and Amber!!!!!

Just a few more happenings... we had an amazing Fall Festival at church and the little girls were SO ADORABLE as little Disney princesses :) Check them out!

Aren't they ADORABLE???

I JUST LOVE THEIR COSTUMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Their big sister Abby and her awesome pirate costume!

Kara (one of my roommates) and I with the little girls!

Yes... this is me... in a whoopie cushion costume... on the ground. PLEASE don't ask. ;)

Ok... one more thing... we went and tailgated at NC State this month and gave away around 50 pieces of KFC chicken! WHOA! Even though we all got soaked from the rain and PILED into my little bug... it was a VERY fun time!

Some of the students who enjoyed our KFC chicken!

Lacie and Megan looking a little wet but still beautiful!

I LOVE being a Clemson fan!

2010-11-07T08:22:00.003-05:00

In light of Clemson's win yesterday against NC State I would just like to post this amazing (and recently discovered) picture!

Apparently, Clemson fans have even reached Toy Story 3! I knew I loved that movie! Go Tigers!

Full Attention

2010-10-26T08:12:00.002-04:00

This song came on Pandora today and it was a great one. I am definitely someone who struggles with being content in the Lord and with being distracted by this world. These words are so good and I hope they bless you like they blessed me!
April

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Jeremy Riddle, "Full Attention"

May Your voice be louder
May Your voice be clearer
Than all the others
Than all the others

May Your face be dearer
May Your words be sweeter
Than all the others
Than all the others in my life

Please keep my eyes
Fixed on You
Please root my heart
So deep in You
Keep me abiding
Keep me abiding
Keep me abiding
That I may bear fruit

May Your presence be truer
May Your presence be nearer
Than all the others
Than all the others

May Your light burn brighter
May Your love move deeper
Than all the others
Than all the others in my life

way to go KK.

2010-10-21T13:03:00.000-04:00

I love Krispy Kreme's creativity. Fall is here!

My Utmost for His Highest/Oct.19...

2010-10-19T08:07:00.006-04:00

My Utmost for His Highest was extremely challenging and encouraging today... especcially the last paragraph. Love you all :)
April

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"The Unheeded Spirit"

Jesus answered, "My kingdom is not of this world —John 18:36

The great enemy of the Lord Jesus Christ today is the idea of practical work that has no basis in the New Testament but comes from the systems of the world. This work insists upon endless energy and activities, but no private life with God. The emphasis is put on the wrong thing. Jesus said, “The kingdom of God does not come with observation . . . . For indeed, the kingdom of God is within you” (Luke 17:20-21). It is a hidden, obscure thing. An active Christian worker too often lives to be seen by others, while it is the innermost, personal area that reveals the power of a person’s life.

We must get rid of the plague of the spirit of this religious age in which we live. In our Lord’s life there was none of the pressure and the rushing of tremendous activity that we regard so highly today, and a disciple is to be like His Master. The central point of the kingdom of Jesus Christ is a personal relationship with Him, not public usefulness to others.

It is not the practical activities that are the strength of this Bible Training College— its entire strength lies in the fact that here you are immersed in the truths of God to soak in them before Him. You have no idea of where or how God is going to engineer your future circumstances, and no knowledge of what stress and strain is going to be placed on you either at home or abroad. And if you waste your time in overactivity, instead of being immersed in the great fundamental truths of God’s redemption, then you will snap when the stress and strain do come. But if this time of soaking before God is being spent in getting rooted and grounded in Him, which may appear to be impractical, then you will remain true to Him whatever happens.

The Biblical Version of "Wife Swap"

2010-10-17T22:55:00.008-04:00

Genesis has been AWESOME. Recently, I have fallen so in love with the story of Leah. At the superficial level her story seems like quite the tragic love story, full of rejection and depression. However, when you look at it in light of the gospel, you see a woman who was loved by the Lord. He loved her so much that He used her child to bring about His Son. From her lineage came the Savior of the world. For those of you who aren't familiar with her story here is a short recap from Genesis 29:14-28. Oh and ps... this is my recap... not some sort of "message remix-remix" translation.

Jacob was working for his mother's brother, Laban. Laban offered him wages for his work and Jacob asked for Rachel, Laban's daughter. He promised to work for her seven years (pretty awesome huh? well just wait... it get's a little sketchy...) Jacob did just that, he worked 7 years. And then it was time for them to get married. But Laban (Jacob's soon to be father-in-law) switched the brides! He gave Jacob Leah! Jacob confronted Laban who only told him it wasn't custom to give the younger before the older. Jacob had to work another seven years for Rachel.

Now, I love the TV show "wife swap" but this is just crazy! I have no idea how involved Leah was in Laban's plan ... but honestly, either way, she must have felt so rejected ... so unwanted. What has stuck out to me the most is her personal thoughts while she was having children (still in chapter 29 verses 31-35)...

When the LORD saw that Leah was not loved, he opened her womb, but Rachel was barren. Leah became pregnant and gave birth to a son. She named him Reuben, for she said, "It is because the LORD has seen my misery. Surely my husband will love me now." She conceived again, and when she gave birth to a son she said, "Because the LORD heard that I am not loved, he gave me this one too." So she named him Simeon. Again she conceived, and when she gave birth to a son she said, "Now at last my husband will become attached to me, because I have borne him three sons." So he was named Levi. She conceived again, and when she gave birth to a son she said, "This time I will praise the LORD." So she named him Judah. Then she stopped having children.

She just kept trying to make her husband love her. How sad! I'm not sure what prompted her to respond differently with Judah. Maybe enough time went by that she finally just gave up... maybe she saw no hope... I don't know. But I do know that when all else failed, she still knew what truly deserved the praise. And from that heart she named Judah... and from that line God sent His Son, Jesus Christ.

7 Myths Single Women Believe

2010-10-14T19:47:00.002-04:00

I'm sitting here with my lovely roommate Megan and her boyfriend Greg "studying" for our midterms. I really do need to study ... my friend Adam is coming over in about 10 minutes and hopefully we will be headed that way! In the meantime I was thinking about a conversation I had with my friend Katie tonight. Katie is one of my best friends and is so dear to my heart. She is due to have her baby in December and I cannot wait to see what amazing parents her and Matt will be! Anyways, she asked me how my heart was and I confessed to her that lately I've been struggling with contentment. So many of my dear friends are married or are getting married and it is so easy to fall into jealousy! She was so sweet and spoke great truth to me. As I'm sitting here I am reminded of an article that truly blessed my heart in the past on this very issue! I hope you get a chance to read it... it may be helpful to you or someone in your life!

Seven Myths Single Women Believe

Love you all! More to come later I promise!

April

Congratulations Meredyth and Jon!!!!!

2010-10-13T15:25:00.004-04:00

The Lord has been so gracious to me with the wonderful friends He has put into my life. One of those dear friends has a humble and sweet spirit like none other! She is one of my best friends from my time at Clemson and is a servant to all. She has a passion for the gospel and for discipleship. A little while ago I was able to watch as the Lord brought a man into her life that also had a wonderful passion for the gospel. It has been a treasure to observe these two as they have prayed about their relationship and have grown in their walk with the Lord through it. I am sure that it will be a blessing to observe them in this new season ... engagement! Congratulations Meredyth and Jon! I cannot wait to see what the Lord has in store. Love you both!

(ps. This is a typical "Jon" face... love it!)

Goodbye Fall Break!

2010-10-12T09:42:00.003-04:00

I'm sorry for the silence on this blog! I haven't taken the time to pause and post. Last week was Fall Break and I am so incredibly thankful for it. It was a gift to have time to catch up on some reading and visit with sweet friends. School is back in all its glory this week with a quiz, two midterms and a research paper draft to work on. It is so easy for me to fall into anxiety or "busy-ness" and become consumed with my to-do lists. However, there are always things to do and always tasks to be accomplished. I am so thankful that we serve a Savior who can calm us down as we come to Him in our sin and remind us of what is truly important. Even though I'm not sure what is on your "plate" today... I wouldn't be surprise to hear that it is full! I pray that you will spend time with your Savior. He knows your concerns and tasks better than you do.

mae :)

2010-09-28T08:20:00.012-04:00

So.... I found out last week that one of my favorite bands in the WHOLE WORLD is coming pretty close to me :) I haven't seen them since my sophomore year of college when Jenna and I almost spent the entire semester going to concerts! Haha... just kidding... but it felt that way! I've talked to a few people about going but let me know if there is anyone else that would like to hop in the car with us and go! Tickets are $13 online.

Click here for the event details... we're looking at October 3. Check out mae's newest song in 3 years... I'm so happy they're back :)

Communication tips from class

2010-09-24T10:13:00.004-04:00

In class today (Cross Cultural Communication) Dr. James gave us some terrific tips for communicating well. Some (well ... really all of them) were challenging. Hope it is beneficial for you and for those in your life!

10 Commandments For Hearing by David Augsburger

I will first understand, then judge.

I will not fill in the gaps with my ideas.

I will not assume that the intent in you and the impact on me are one and the same.

I will attend to your words, your feelings, your meanings.

I will listen to your whole message, even if I would rather not hear it, see it, or consider it.

I will avoid wishful hearing.

I will test both your meanings and my meanings until they meet.

I will listen to your full statement without using your time to polish my response or prepare my arguments.

I will not be afraid to listen, to learn, to change, to grow.

I will respect your right to be equally heard; I will claim my right to be equally heard.

Josh & Peg

2010-09-22T23:29:00.003-04:00

Two dear friends of mine will be exchanging vows to one another VERY SOON! I am so excited to be a part of their wedding! Their story has been an incredible one to watch. If you get a minute please check out their wedding page. I know that many of you are friends with Josh and Peg but this is a story that you will want to hear again. It was so encouraging to be reminded of God's faithfulness in their lives. I also appreciate how they clearly present the gospel through their story. They fully understand Who brought them together and Why. I know that the last 2 years have been incredibly long for them but God has done so much. I am just so thankful for them!

Click here to read their story!

Arabs in the Shadow of Israel

2010-09-20T14:27:00.006-04:00

I'm currently in a WONDERFUL class called "Christian Faith & World Religions" ... I am learning so much and it doesn't hurt that it's taught by my favorite professor, Dr. Greenham. Kara and I had a wonderful conversation with him after class the other day. We had a lot of questions and he suggested a book that looks amazing. I just ordered it and I thought I would share it with some of you! I'm sure I'll be posting some info from it but I'm attaching the google link so you can look at some of it online!

Here is part of a review from BibleSoft:

In, Arabs in the Shadow of Israel: The Unfolding of God’s Prophetic Plan for Ishmael’s Line, Dr. Tony Maalouf suggests that the typical view of the Arab peoples as found in western Christianity may not line up with the Biblical narrative. His Lebanese roots and upbringing, impeccable academic credentials as a biblical scholar, and years of ministry in the Middle East qualify Dr. Maalouf to address the complex issues that confront God’s people in the midst of terror and hopelessness... Arabs in the Shadow of Israel will inspire you to take a closer look at what the Bible has to say about Ishmael’s line, and explore God’s love and restoration plan for Ishmael’s descendants.

Augustine

2010-09-16T21:04:00.001-04:00

"We stand in awe of the ocean, the thunderstorm, the sunset, the mountains; But we pass by a human being without notice, even though the person is God's most magnificent creation." Augustine

Somchi

2010-09-12T07:44:00.004-04:00

This morning I received this email and it was an encouragement. Hope it challenges you. April

"Somchi" is an outcast in her village in Laos. Even family members have turned against her. And when villagers found a Bible in her home, they proclaimed, "We need to destroy it!" They believed the Bible was causing her mother's illness.

"My villagers still hate me and mock me, like they mocked Jesus on the cross," Somchi told VOM. "It is the world's right to hate us or to love us. But for me, I will follow Jesus."

In restricted nations around the world, Bibles are burned, shredded or confiscated every day. Those opposed to the gospel can destroy Bibles, but they cannot destroy the faith of those like Somchi.

¹⁸"If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. ¹⁹If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. ²⁰Remember the word that I said to you:'A servant is not greater than his master.' If they persecuted me,they will also persecute you. If they kept my word, they will also keep yours. ²¹But all these things they will do to you on account of my name, because they do not know him who sent me. ²²If I had not come and spoken to them, they would not have been guilty of sin, but now they have no excuse for their sin. ²³Whoever hates me hates my Father also. ²⁴If I had not done among them the works that no one else did, they would not be guilty of sin, but now they have seen and hated both me and my Father. ²⁵But the word that is written in their Law must be fulfilled: 'They hated me without a cause.'

²⁶"But when the Helper comes, whom I will send to you from the Father, the Spirit of truth, who proceeds from the Father, he will bear witness about me. ²⁷And you also will bear witness, because you have been with me from the beginning.

John 15: 18-27

Where is the gospel?

2010-09-03T12:26:00.009-04:00

***** Update from 9/11/10

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It is heartbreaking when cruel acts come from churches. In a few days on September 11 a church in Florida is planning to burn copies of the Koran. I have heard this come up in conversation a few times over the last few days. Today I read a GREAT response to it on FoxNews that I am more than happy to post. Thank you so much Dr. John Rankin for pointing out the absence of the gospel in this act.

Also, I am fighting against anger towards this church. I am angry at their actions and sin but some of these people may very well be my brothers and sisters in Christ. Instead of speaking against them or gossiping, let us pray for them. Here are some suggestions that may be helpful:

Pray for the hearts in this matter. Pray that their hearts would be softened and that they would desire for Muslims to come to know the Lord, not be attacked, criticized or condemned. Pray that they would see them as people who need the Lord and not as the enemy.

Pray for this pastor that we see his sin and would have discernment. Pray that he would lead his flock towards the cross and not towards hatred.

Pray for the wonderful opportunity the Lord has allowed us by bringing more and more Muslims into our country. We no longer have to fly across the world to share the gospel, we can go down the street. Praise God!

Pray for the church. Pray that we would rise up together and show love to those around us. Pray that we would strive to counter the results that have already arisen from the hatred in Florida.

Pray for Muslims, those that are our neighbors and those that are around the world. They need the Lord. They need for us to love them and humbly usher them to the foot of the Cross not burn books and bridges (as my SEBTS professor so beautifully phrased it).

Here is a portion of the article. Click here to read it in its entirety. If you want to listen to the logic of the church in Florida you can also click here. But definitely prepare for heart break.

"The ethics of the Bible are by definition proactive, reflecting the declared goodness of the order of creation, and its redemption in Jesus. The word “Gospel” means “good news,” it starts in Genesis and is fulfilled in Jesus. This is Theology 101 for Christians.

Therefore, we who are biblically faithful Christians always seek to be proactive in our actions toward all people. The Gospel empowers us to give to those who would take from us, love those who would hate us, and bless those who would curse us. And as Jesus said, “For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.”

The poet, Heinrich Heine, a German Jew who converted to Christianity, wrote in 1820: “Where books are burned, they will, in the end, burn people, too.” Of course, those words were prophetic of what was to come, a century later, in Nazi Germany.

So, here are seven questions for Pastor Jones:

1. How can his proposed action be other than one of reactive fear, not one of proactive confidence? It is foreign to the Gospel.

2. Is not the burning of the Koran seen by Muslim peoples as bad news, and thus a hindrance to Muslims grasping the Good News in the lives of Christians?

3. Is not the burning of the Koran an act of accusation and condemnation? The name of Satan in the Hebrew (ha’satan) means “the accuser” or “the slanderer.”

4. Does not the burning of the Koran thus burn Muslims in their very souls?

5. Does not the burning of the Koran by professing Christians thus slander the name of Jesus Christ?

6. What happens if people are killed, injured or persecuted as a result, if properties are burned or damaged, due to an inflamed Muslim world as images of a burning Koran flood the Internet? Who will be ultimately responsible?

7. Jesus, in the face of his enemies during Passover Week, embraced their toughest questions in public assembly. Is not the burning of the Koran the opposite of such confidence in communication?

Ian and Larissa

2010-09-02T22:21:00.002-04:00

I am ALWAYS so encouraged by the Radical Womanhood blog. I just clicked over there and read about an AMAZING marriage between two people. Please check it out if you have time!

http://solofemininity.blogs.com/posts/ian-larissa/

anti-self-realization

2010-09-02T08:33:00.002-04:00

Jesus did not say, “He who believes in Me will realize all the blessings of the fullness of God,” but, in essence, “He who believes in Me will have everything he receives escape out of him.” Our Lord’s teaching was always anti-self-realization. His purpose is not the development of a person— His purpose is to make a person exactly like Himself, and the Son of God is characterized by self-expenditure. If we believe in Jesus, it is not what we gain but what He pours through us that really counts. God’s purpose is not simply to make us beautiful, plump grapes, but to make us grapes so that He may squeeze the sweetness out of us. Our spiritual life cannot be measured by success as the world measures it, but only by what God pours through us— and we cannot measure that at all.

Excerpt from today's My Utmost For His Highest. Click to read it in full.

Genesis.

2010-08-28T08:30:00.005-04:00

Photo taken at Folly Beach, South Carolina

I've been reading the Creation account in Genesis and mulling over just how incredibly detailed everything was/is. I am so thankful we serve a God that created something so good, even though He knew we would sin and choose something other than Him. I am so thankful that He enjoyed those few days of walking in the garden with Adam in perfect relationship, knowing all along what was around the corner and the many, many painful years to follow, specifically the sacrifice of His son. What a great God. He's a God that would spend such time on beautiful, intricate details for a people who don't deserve it.

Thank You God for giving foolish, undeserving hands the finest peace of art work. Thank You for bestowing us with such a gift, and then after we broke it, giving us another one of even greater value, Your Son. We can never understand nor return the love You have showered upon us. Lord God help me to live a life that remembers this and does not strive to repay You but obey You. I love You Father.

Frazzled women, busy lives and ... peace?

2010-08-26T08:05:00.006-04:00

Last night at church was wonderful. I am so excited to see what this semester will bring with the new people and new opportunities to serve. Billy shared a lot about biblical community and the heart of our ministry. God is really moving at Bay Leaf and I am so thankful for the humble passion and vision of our leadership!

While I was there I saw a poster for the church's ministry for women. They just took a women's retreat to the beach. The theme was "RESToration" and the speaker they had was Cindi Wood, author of The Frazzled Female. I haven't read Mrs. Wood's book but the poster and her title got me thinking, why is it so common to see women busy, tired and frantic? In fact, I also was convicted. That day I had felt a little overwhelmed with the constant busyness. I had been at the school at 7 am for P90x, come home for a shower and gone immediately to class until 1230 and then grabbed a quick lunch to pick up the girls and watch them til 7 only to hurry over to church by 715. Then after church, I had to come home and read an additional 10 pages of stuff I don't understand in my theology book to take a quiz. I walked into church feeling anxious and tired. And honestly at that moment I felt completely justified. Why shouldn't I feel tired? I had worked hard! Didn't everybody know that?

I had no desire to greet new people or catch up with friends that I had missed through out the week. The Lord quickly pointed out my bad attitude and selfish desires. And then I saw that poster and really got to thinking about the "stereotypical Christian woman" and how her life is full of commitments and appointments. Is it really glorifying to the Lord that she is stressed and overbooked? Don't get me wrong, I am not saying she shouldn't be doing those things. Sometimes we do put too much on our plates and fail in creating boundaries but sometimes life is just busy. I am constantly learning and being reminded that it is ok (and most often good) to be "inconvenienced" in our efforts to glorify the Lord and love people. Life does not always fit neatly in our planners. But what I am concerned about today is my RESPONSE to that. Do I seek peace and rest in the Lord or my free time? What are my initial responses to busy schedules or concerns about my family?

Lord, please let my heart, desires and emotions reflect a life that has spent time with You, the maker of the world and the orchestrator of time. You are never surprised by our struggles and You desire to walk us through them. Thank You for loving my family even more than I do and for putting up with my shallowness. Help me to find rest in You and not in this world.

This morning I read about God resting in Genesis. I read about all the mighty and great things He did that were good. I also read Oswald Chambers' "My Utmost for His Highest" and ... big surprise... it was on how to find true peace. I love this line, There are times when our peace is based upon ignorance, but when we awaken to the facts of life, inner peace is impossible unless it is received from Jesus. Please take a moment and read the article in its entirety, I promise you will be blessed! Just click here.

I pray you have a wonderful day and that you find rest and peace in the Lord through out your day, no matter what comes or how busy it is! Praise the Lord that He is not defined by our circumstances!
Love you all... April

The Journeys of Oscar

2010-08-25T06:35:00.002-04:00

So... we have this pig named Oscar. It would take too long to explain his history but basically he travels around :) I went upstairs last night and found him on my bed reading. The funny part is that he was reading "Worldliness" by CJ Mahaney (he's a piggy bank). Oh I love Courtney Quick.

I love WFCC.

2010-08-23T11:20:00.001-04:00

I went to work today but poor little Lauren was sick :( There is something going around her class. I was sad to see her feeling so bad but thankful for the time this afternoon to get ahead on my reading. I'm currently in Wake Forest Coffee Company enjoying the company of my sweet pandora mix, a few good books and a REALLY REALLY good mocha. It's good to be back in school!

Party in Albertville!

2010-07-24T23:37:00.006-04:00

It has been an incredible weekend :) Ali got married and is now Mrs. Allison Disbrow!!! WOO HOO! Congrats Ali & Adam! Here are just a few cute pictures from the wedding :)

PS. I caught the bouquet... oh dear!

2010-07-23T18:26:00.004-04:00

Last week I truly starting missing some of my PEP kids and just having that sweet place in my life. Yesterday I received a phone call from one of my campers and she was in town with her amazing family! They took me out to a wonderful dinner and truly blessed my heart with their company. I am astonished at how good the Lord is. He knew I needed that!

Lauren is growing up so much!

Tropical Fusion Salad with Spicy Tortilla Ribbons

2010-07-19T09:35:00.004-04:00

This recipe comes from the "Taste of Home" magazine and is incredibly easy and healthy! The past 2 weeks I've been trying to eat mostly fruits, vegetables & lean meats lately (lost 10 pounds so far! WOO HOO!) and I am extremely encouraged to find this recipe! I just made it for dinner tonight and tried a little and it is amazing. If you need extra help you can see this recipe here. The website has some good advice about how to prepare a papaya, etc.

2 cups cubed, peeled papaya

1 can (15 oz.) black beans, rinsed and drained

1 medium ripe avocado, peeled and cubed

1 cup frozen corn, thawed (or fresh in season)

1/2 cup golden raisins2 serrano peppers, seeded and chopped

1/4 cup minced cilantro

1/4 cup orange juice

2 tablespoons lime juice

1 tablespoon cider vinegar

2 garlic cloves, minced

2 teaspoons ground ancho chili pepper, divided

1/4 teaspoon sugar

1/4 teaspoon salt

2 corn tortillas (6 in.), cut into 1/4-in. strips

1) In a large bowl, combine the papaya, beans, avocado, corn, raisins, peppers, cilantro, orange juice, lime juice, vinegar, garlic, 1/2 tsp chili pepper, sugar, and salt. (When cutting, take care to AVOID GETTING HOT PEPPERS IN YOUR EYES.)
2) Place tortilla strips on a baking sheet coated with cooking spray, sprinkle with remaining chili pepper. (I think a sprinkle of salt works well here too.) Bake at 350 for 8 to 10 minutes or until crisp. Serve with salad.

Note: We made it without tortilla strips. They don't add that much flavor to it!

musings on submission from a single woman

2010-07-15T12:04:00.007-04:00

God has blessed me incredibly with godly women as mentors, sisters and friends. I have had tremendous teaching and discipleship poured into me through amazing women that have walked with the Lord much longer than I. I also have a mother who loves the Lord and her husband and strives to serve alongside him in a way that glorifies the Father. However, there are still moments where I feel that "tug" or "pull" and question my role as a single woman. How do I accurately submit? Who do I submit to? What is my role in the lives of my married friends? Do I submit to every man?

I am so thankful for the resources that we have in today's world. There is a wonderful website called "The Council of Biblical Manhood & Womanhood." They graciously provide free books, articles, sermons, journals, etc. to help promote a correct biblical view of this very important issue. I was on there today and came across an article by Carolyn McCulley entitled, "My Liberation From Feminism." I am only going to highlight some things that touched my heart but I would DEFINITELY suggest reading the whole article. She shares her story as she transitioned from the world of feminism to where she is today. She is a wonderful author, activist for social justice and much more. Carolyn also has a tremendous webpage, Radical Womanhood. Below are some highlights from her article:

Once I embraced the sweet fruit of feminine submission, I still had to figure out how to apply it to my every day life. One area in where I have struggled is what femininity should look like for a single woman. Because the Lord made the woman to be a helper, the contours of biblical femininity are usually sculpted through relationships with others - as wife, mother, daughter, sister, aunt. Though I am definitely a daughter, sister, and aunt, I am not (yet) a wife or mother. But I know that God created me female in his own image, and that he has given me this gift of singleness in this season of my life. These are not mutually exclusive concepts, but sometimes I still wrestle with how to express them both to the glory of God.

“To love their husbands ...”
I believe I can serve my married sisters best by shoring up their marriages. In our conversations and with my observations of their lives, I want to be able to help my married friends think biblically about their marriages and to think the best of their husbands. To unbelievers, I want to be prepared to explain the mystery of Christ and the church in the institution of marriage. While the world tells us we have no valid knowledge to share unless we have experienced a particular aspect of life, God’s Word equips us for wise discernment regardless of our experiences - or perhaps, in spite of them! Finally, should God bring the gift of marriage, I want to love my future husband now by developing a biblical perspective on love, marriage, and a wife’s role well before our wedding. I realize that the "wife of noble character" commended in Proverbs 31 brings her husband "good, not harm, ALL the days of her life" -- days before and days after marriage. What I am sowing now in these days of my life is part of God’s design in blessing my husband - not to mention bringing glory to the Lord no matter my marital status.

“To love children ...”
Whether or not we actually give birth, women are called to nurture the new life around us in various ways. Before I became a Christian, I was not very interested in children. I assumed I might have children one day, but I was oblivious to the children around me and did not care to spend any time with them. This is one area where God has made a tremendous change in my life. Over the years, I have had rich relationships with many children. The Lord has also given me evangelism opportunities with children ... Even though I do not have children of my own, I have three nieces and one nephew in whom to invest. It takes planning to be involved in their lives, but it is worth it to cultivate those relationships. Because I have vicariously experienced the thrills and sacrifices of motherhood as I have helped my sisters over the years, I have a window into that aspect of femininity. Just as importantly though, through these times together, I have developed one-on-one friendships with these small relatives of mine that I hope will flourish through the changing seasons of life ahead of us ...

“To be self-controlled ...”
One specific way I do this is by "trying on" men in my mind. Judging from the conversations I have had with many single women, this is a common temptation. We tend to meet godly, attractive single men and immediately head down the path toward marriage, imagining what it would be like to court and wed this man. Having convinced ourselves that this is a possibility, we then read into his every move while hashing and re-hashing each scenario with the "girlfriend network." A good friend of mine calls this "dating in my mind" - a priceless phrase! To exercise self-control in this area as single women is to put reasonable limits on the journaling and girlfriend conversations we have about our romantic interests. Talk has a way of making a desire an expectation, which eventually becomes a demand.

“To be busy at home ...”

Though single women are not afforded the blessing of being busy with our families at home, we can be busy with kingdom business at home. Our homes provide places where we can pray with others, counsel others, evangelize others, and serve through hospitality. Romans 12:13 clearly says to practice hospitality - and praise God, this command does not differentiate between married and singles! No matter how our households are structured, our homes can be beacons of hope and hospitality in our neighborhoods. Just for this reason, I love to take pictures of those who have been in my home and display them with that Scripture from Romans.

I love all of you! Thankful to be growing and learning with you all, April

Don't laugh but...

2010-07-09T10:20:00.002-04:00

I "push-mowed" a lawn for the first time this morning! I've driven a lawn mower before but never actually done the push kind. So... this morning after dropping Kara off at the church I came home, did a little p90x ... and I mean a little ... Kempo (sp?) was hard and I'm definitely not coordinated enough for that! Then went to home depot, got some pine straw to kill some of the weeds, came back to the house and put it down and then attacked our front yard! It doesn't look bad at all! Check it out below ... it's really starting to look like home!

Next I'm gonna clean up and get ready for COW APPRECIATION DAY at Chik-fil-a!!! WOO HOO! ANDDDD Meredith Reock comes today! What a sweet Friday! Happy Friday everyone!

Dress like a cow!!!

2010-07-08T12:45:00.002-04:00

Don't forget that tomorrow is "Cow Appreciation Day" at chik-fil-a ... dress like a cow and get free food! (Click the picture if you would like more details)

You can even click here and download your own "Cow Starter Kit." Have fun! Send me pics if you go ... I'll try to post some! Bekah and I have breifly discussed the idea of "80's rock cows..." don't judge, you know you love it!

Breakfast Fort :)

2010-07-08T09:18:00.002-04:00

I LOVE this... I brought the girls their cereal only to find this amazing fort in the entertainment room!

Prayer Bracelets

2010-07-08T07:03:00.002-04:00

These are the pics Carey took last night of everyone making their prayer bracelets :) I am so thankful for the great response! We prayed over our East Asia team and our Canada team. I'm so proud of all of them for surrendering this time. What a blessing! I love my church!

Little Ben making his...

Greg making his and helping Ali make hers!

Part of the group

Birthdays & China :)

2010-07-07T09:53:00.006-04:00

This morning we had our traditional ROOMMATE BIRTHDAY BREAKFAST for Miss Courtney! I love my roommates and I love our tradition. For each of our birthdays we prepare a huge breakfast for the birthday girl and then once it's ready we burst into their room and sing (or yell HAPPY BIRTHDAY!). Courtney was so funny this morning ... she was just waiting for us to come in and when we did she had already put on the silly jewelry and pink feather boa I bought her yesterday. I simply love her excitment, she just makes everything more fun! This will be our last birthday with her as a roommate! This time next year she'll be married to Matt :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY CH-OURTNEY!

Also... after work today Bobbie-sue and I are getting together to make prayer bracelets for the team going to China :) I'm so incredibly proud of Kara, Amanda and everyone else going on thie trip. I cannot wait to see what God is going to do! Hope to see some of you at church tonight. We'll be passing out the bracelets and prayer cards! Don't forget to grab one!

Courtney and Kara @ Lane's birthday party :) Love you both!

Summer Link India

2010-07-06T06:34:00.004-04:00

I just finished day 2 of P90x! WOO HOO! It's intense but I'm so glad Bekah and I are doing it. I'm also SO EXCITED about doing it with Dr. Reid in the fall! After finishing it I checked out a blog by some dear friends that I would like to share with you! If you have time and need some encouragement go to Summer Link India. A group of my friends have journeyed all the way to India and are doing some pretty amazing things! Hope you enjoy!

Praying around the clock...

2010-07-05T16:53:00.003-04:00

I am so incredibly thankful for my friends... they are so amazing! We have a dear friend who is sick overseas and we sent out an email yesterday about "praying around the clock." I was just writing down who has committed to praying and their times and it was incredible to see how covered it is!

Thank you God for amazing friends who love You and Your people. What a blessing.

Lookin' cool ;)

2010-06-23T10:56:00.001-04:00

I LOOOOVE this picture :) Yesterday after Rachel got home from school we headed over to the Lollipop Toy Factory to pick up some silly bandz ;) This is Miss Lauren in the back of my car lookin' TOO COOL!

Mfuge 2010

2010-06-22T14:46:00.005-04:00

The last few weeks have been quite a whirl wind! Dad was put in the hospital (but he's GREAT now! Email me if you didn't get all the updates on that!!!), we headed 10 hours away to Nashville, TN for Mfuge, then I spent the night in Spartanburg, SC with mom for the ESTARL scholarship and now I'm back ... WOO! I am so glad that I got to go with the youth this year. It was such a joy to get to know them more and watch them grow and serve. They are an amazing group and I'm incredibly proud of them! Two of them came to know the Lord this week... WOO HOO! They did all kinds of things; worked with inner city projects, painted, did games and rec, went to nursing homes, etc. Throughout the week we saw a lot of brokenness. Some of them seemed to express an honost desire to know and love the Lord more. They also really loved on each other and encouraged each other. We also had a TON OF FUN! What a great week!

(Click to enlarge)

Claire :)

2010-06-18T00:54:00.005-04:00

Happy Birthday to my oldest and dearest friend... the one who probably knows me the most, the only one that can eat several pounds of candy corn with me and the one that never fails to point me upward. I love you dear Claire and am more thankful for you than you will ever know :) KTP!!!!!!!!!!

MFUGE 2010!

2010-06-13T08:49:00.002-04:00

We leave tomorrow at 4 am for mission fuge... GAH! I'm excited slash exhausted thinking about it haha! :) I'm taking my laptop with my but I'm not sure what kind of time I'll have to post updates so I wanted to list some prayer requests now!

-Safety during our LONG drive from Charleston to Nashville
-Unity among the group (we're taking 40 students but about 6-8 of them are from another church... please pray that they would worship and serve as one group)
-For honesty: please pray that the kids would take off their masks and let us love on them. Many of them have been through difficult situations at home and wear masks as protection. Pray that they would find us trustworthy.
-Intentionality: Pray that we would be intentional in our conversations and times with them. We only have a week in this environment and we want to use it!
-Strength: We'll be getting up at 5 in the morning and going hard everyday! Pray that God would give us strength to endure and not focus on how tired we are! We only have a week!
-After camp: It is easy to "make a decision" or "feel close to God" during this week. Pray that the kids would see this as an opportunity to grow closer to God but that it would continue after camp!

LOVE YOU ALL! I'm so excited about spending this time with our youth. I really don't know them at all and I hope to really love them. But please pray for the other chaperones that will be with them afterwards. Pray that they would get more involved in their lives and in their ministry duing ALL times of the year...

Thanks :) April

GOING HOMMMEEEEE!!!!!

2010-06-09T16:46:00.002-04:00

So... update. We're GOING HOME! The doctor just called and told us that there was a graft from the surgery before that the body felt "wasn't needed" because the others were doing so well. The body just shut it down, or closed it. Weird, huh? This most likely gave him the feelings of a heart attack. So the doctor said to just "go back to what he was doing." He can't go to Nashville with us next week on a youth trip but he's good to go back home and go back to work. Praise the Lord!

Dad's hospital update

2010-06-07T11:42:00.001-04:00

Thank you everyone for your prayers, calls, text messages, emails and constant encouragement! He's stable and his BP and blood levels are good. Dr. Miller came in today and was very positive. He said that it might just be a "kink" or scarring from his graphs from the surgery before. He mentioned that that can happen sometimes. They really don't think it was a heart attack, praise the Lord. The family from Georgia is coming up today and staying until the heart cathe tomorrow (they postponed it til then). Please pray that the doctor's would be able to see clearly during the cathe tomorrow and that the visit with the family would go well (they can be a little crazy! haha). God has been so good to provide wonderful and personal doctors and nurses. What a blessing.

I love you all and am so thankful for you!
April

quick update...

2010-06-04T14:08:00.005-04:00

Summer is definitely here :) Finals are over, we're completely moved from the apartment, everything is in the house (not completely sure WHERE in the house but it's there!), the job has really kicked off, Miss B is doing well and Matt proposed to Courtney! GAH! It's been a busy busy time but a good one! It feels like everything is finally settling down and life is getting back to some kidn of a routine! It's been a true joy to get to know our new neighbors and the kids down the street ... especially Miss Jayla :) She comes over the most and is precious. I drove up to her and Kara sitting on our rocking chairs yesterday sipping on sweet tea. I can't think of a better sight to come home to :) I'm enjoying Lauren and Rachel ... they are so fun to spend time with and I truly love their family. It's nice to not only work with a family but feel like you're part of it. Kelly (their mom) is amazing and such an encouragement and an example for me to watch.

Here are some quick prayer requests before I get off:

-Nashville mission trip: I'm going with the youth from Pinecrest and I'm super excited. I think it'll be a sweet time and I'm pumped about getting the know the girls better and getting in some quality time with Kaitlyn, Justin & Dad :)

-Megan & Kara: 2 of my roommates are going on international trips soon! Well, Megan is actually over in Poland right now and Kara is planning on going to China. Please pray that they would receive all the support they need and that they would be an encouragement to those on the field!

-I'm helping with a small group this summer. Please pray that I would lead well and that the Lord would be glorified :)

-The 2 precious girls I nanny, Lauren & Rachel. They are very sweet and from a wonderful Christian family but they are not believers yet. Please pray for opportunities for me to share Christ with them and love on their busy family!

Anyways... that's all for now! We won't have internet til next month so Kara, Courtney and I are using the school's. We're currently sitting in the library on campus next to the sketchy prophet statue thing...

ok :) love you guys!

April

Pics...

Congrats Matt & Courtney!

Kara & I on our way to the "Unbirthday Party" ... KARA YOU'RE GOING TO CHINAAAAA! WOO HOO!

Crazy, huh?

2010-05-27T01:14:00.003-04:00

Went back and forth to the house today but didn't move anything really big, just lots of little things. BIG things are for tomorrow when the guys with trucks and muscles come! Woo hoo! Kara and I prepped a little tonight for the big day tomorrow... we tackled the living room and some of the kitchen...

judging

2010-05-25T07:12:00.001-04:00

That which charity teaches us to call but a splinter in our brother's eye, true repentance and godly sorrow will teach us to call a beam in our own. It is as strange that a man can be in a sinful, miserable condition, and not be aware of it, as that a man should have a beam in his eye, and not consider it; but the god of this world blinds their minds. Here is a good rule for reprovers; first reform thyself.

Prayer is the appointed means for obtaining what we need. Pray; pray often; make a business of prayer, and be serious and earnest in it. Ask, as a beggar asks alms. Ask, as a traveller asks the way. Seek, as for a thing of value that we have lost; or as the merchantman that seeks goodly pearls. Knock, as he that desires to enter into the house knocks at the door. Sin has shut and barred the door against us; by prayer we knock.

Matthew Henry on Matthew 7

Humility & Andrew Murray

2010-05-24T07:10:00.005-04:00

This book has been very helpful during some of my mornings. It's been a challenge that I'm thankful for. Below are some quotes that have triggered something in my heart and brought to light the pride that is still there. Just like Heather says, "My flesh is ever before me." How thankful I am for a God that is patient and willing to sanctify me after all the times I have walked away or chosen idolatry over Him.

"The creature has not only to look back to the origin and first beginning of existence, and acknowledge that it there owes everything to God; its chief care, its highest virtue, its only happiness, now and through all eternity, is to present itself an empty vessel, in which God can dwell and manifest His power and goodness."

"Humility, the place of entire dependence on God,is, from the very nature of things, the first duty and the highest virtue of the creature, and the root of every virtue. And so pride, or the loss of this humility, is the root of every sin and evil. It was when the now fallen angels began to look upon themselves with self-complacency that they were led to disobedience, and were cast down from the light of heaven into outer darkness. Even so it was, when the serpent breathed the poison of his pride, the desire to be as God, into the hearts of our first parents, that they too, fell from their high estate into all the wretchedness in which man is now sunk. In heaven and earth, pride, self-exaltation, is the gate and the birth, and the curse, of hell."

"Thus, this is the great end of God raising a new creation out of a fallen kingdom of angels; for this end it stands in its state of war betwixt the fire and pride of fallen angels, and the humility of the Lamb of God, that the last trumpet may sound the great truth through the depths of eternity, that evil can have no beginning but from pride, and no end but from humility. The truth is this: Pride must die in you, or nothing of heaven can live in you. Under the banner of the truth, give yourself up to the meek and humble spirit of the holy Jesus. Humility must sow the seed, or there can be no reaping in Heaven. Look not at pride only as an unbecoming temper, nor at humility only as a decent virtue: for the one is death, and the other is life; the one is all hell, the other is all heaven. So much as you have of pride within you, you have of the fallen angel alive in you; so much as you have of true humility, so much you have of the Lamb of God within you. Could you see what every stirring of pride does to your soul, you would beg of everything you meet to tear the viper from you, though with the loss of a hand or an eye. Could you see what a sweet, divine, transforming power there is in humility, how it expels the poison of your nature, and makes room for the Spirit of God to live in you, you would rather wish to be the footstool of all the world than want the smallest degree of it."—Spirit of Prayer, Part 2, p. 73, Edition of Moreton, Canterbury, 1893.— citation from Humility

"Men sometimes speak as if humility and meekness would rob us of what is noble and bold and manlike. Oh, that all would believe that this is the nobility of the kingdom of heaven, that this is the royal spirit that the King of heaven displayed, that this is God-like, to humble oneself, to become the servant of all! This is the path to gladness and the glory of Christ's presence ever in us, His power ever resting on us."

Thank You Lord :)

2010-05-24T06:33:00.005-04:00

The Lord is sooooo good. I've been so reminded of that lately... I've also been so reminded that His timing is good. My car recently broke down ... sweet Ethel, the chevy lumina that has been with me since high school. She traveled with me back and forth to Clemson, packed in a TON of friends going just about everywhere, gone down to the Lowcountry of Hilton Head to help plant a church for 2 summers, to Black Mountain to work with high school girls, random roadtrips, a bowl game in Jacksonville ... she's been everywhere! She's kept me safe a few times. There are quite a few memories in that car and I'm thankful for the gift that she was! But well... she's gone. Transmission blew and all kinds of other stuff. The next day dad drove up and helped me do everything to get a new one (taxes, title, talk to the dealership, etc). I had already seen her but he left that morning at 5 am, drove up from Charleston, found the dealership on his own and got a deal with them before he even picked me up. I'm so thankful for him.

Not only did God provide a car that worked, He provided one that had just been lowered A LOT because it had been on the lot for 30 days. There's a lot more but again HIS TIMING IS PERFECT. That night at dinner dad was praying for our meal and he prayed that God would use her as a ministry. I am praying the same thing. She's a blessing. She's a gift. I pray she would be used as a blessing and gift to others. I pray that there will be a lot of memories of ministry in her.

Here's a picture of Ethel saying goodbye for one last time...

Here's Beatrice ... or "Miss B" :)

LOST series finale...

2010-05-23T21:15:00.001-04:00

I'm currently watching the LOST series finale with my sweet friends... Bekah hasn't watched every episode but wanted to find out what happens tonight. Below is her asking to watch it with us... I LOVE HER.

Our new home :)

2010-05-20T07:33:00.004-04:00

We sign the lease today for our new house and officially start moving in next Wednesday! GAH! I am so thankful that the Lord just dropped this one in our laps :) Thank You Lord for Your provision!

I'll have pictures up once we move in and get settled but here are a few pics from the website... :)

PS - My new address is: 813 N. Taylor Street, Wake Forest, NC 27587

CONGRATULATIONS KATIE & MATT!!!!!!!!

2010-05-18T18:00:00.007-04:00

So I recently got some amazing news from one of my best friends and I am so thankful to finally be able to share it! My dear friends Katie and Matt Rayburn are some of the sweetest people I know and I recently found out that there is going to be a BABY RAYBURN! I am so excited for the two of them and I know that they are going to be AMAZING parents! They both are so passionate about the Lord and have been so obedient to Him. I have been so thankful for their testimony and for their marriage and I can't wait to see how God is going to use them as parents!

I am so happy for you both and I am so thankful for all that God is doing in your lives. I can't wait to talk to you IN PERSON about what's going on! I am praying for you both and for this precious little baby :) Soooo excited that I'm "Aunt April!"

BABY RAYBURN! She's due Christmas Eve :) What a sweet gift that will be...

Matt & Katie :) I love them!

Me, Allison and Katie back in high school... man KT, we really need some updated pictures!

Worldliness // 1 John 2:15

2010-05-14T10:05:00.003-04:00

I am so thankful for Southeastern and for the wonderful speakers they bring in and conferences they host. They are so gracious in the books they hand out for free. It's such a blessing and an encouragement. I'm not exactly sure where I picked up Worldliness (edited by C.J. Maheney), it may have been the 20/20 conference though. Anyways, I started reading it this morning and I can already tell it's going to be challenging. I've been thinking lately about how worldly I can be and how materialistic my life is. Anyways... this quote really struck me,

"Today, the greatest challenge facing American evangelicals is not persecution from the world, but seduction by the world."

1 John 2:15: "Do not love the world or anything in the world."

Please ask this difficult question with me: What is in your world that is standing in the way of complete allegiance to Christ? How has this world, that is not meant to be our home, seduced you and attracted/distracted your devotion to the Lord?

The Prodigal Daughter

2010-05-10T22:57:00.003-04:00

Listening to this from the GirlTalk blog ... its beautifully challenging to my wandering heart.

You held out Your arms, I walked away
Insolent, I spurned Your face
Squandering the gifts You gave to me
Holding close forbidden things
Destitute, a rebel still, a fool in all my pride
The world I once enjoyed is death to me
No joy, no hope, no life

Where now are the friends that I had bought
Gone with every penny lost
What hope could there be for such as I
Sold out to a world of lies
Oh to see Your face again, it seems so distant now
Could it be that You would take me back
A servant in Your house

You held out Your arms, I see them still
You never left, You never will
Running to embrace me, now I know
Your cords of love will always hold
Mercy’s robe, a ring of grace
Such favor undeserved
You sing over me and celebrate
The rebel now Your child